When you say you crashed, did your fatigue get to you, or did you get depressed? It's important to describe how you have been feeling to your pdoc. It may help to write or type a log of how you have been feeling every day. These are just a made up examples of what the logs could look like:

Example 1:
noon-2pm: feeling high, bought 8 pairs of pants online
2-3:30: went to PT
3:30-4:crashed
7pm: dinner, ate too much

Example 2:
High most of the day. Bought 8 pairs of pants online. Got tired and crashed after PT. Ate too much at dinner.


Documentation like this is not for everyone, but it's important for your pdoc to know exactly what's been going on.

i had such a great time withh her and we played with the cats a lot annd went and got latte et-two grownupes acting like kitties- i was so high-then i went inti a depression when she left after an hour. I will tell him i bought eight pairs of cheap pannts yesterdayy and a coat marjed down from 90 to 20 and i bid on another bag. I am already excited about giving her a blue swing coat=I thought itwould be navy-it said navy but it isn't. she gets me high. she is a huge antidepressant

I have been having a very nice time with Marcia, she us really special. I behave the way I used too behave whenI was very young. I am always giving her something. yesterday it was a pretty top and embroidered roses and a nice ice bucket. then we went to the coffee place on the next block. they are having a special on latte for two dollars-half price for the month of feb. we sit outside and talk/ sometimes she treats me. I think with no special we should keep on going and i will just treat her. I think it is probably a bipolar thing but I think it is all right. I had two ice buckets for instance and I told her to take the nicer one. she didn't.
before she left abby looked so sad. We were not imagining it. Marcia always plays with the laser with her. She picked up the laser again and played for five minutes with abby. It was strange how sad abby looked. I am looking forward to thursday when alicia comes. she is so healthy! It is not the same. Marcia has some kind of control over me. I think she makes me feel loved.

I'm so happy that you found a kindred spirit in Marcia

I understand what you mean about Abby looking sad. My cats look disappointed when we stop doing thing they like, or we don't give them table food they want. They make expressions like people do. It's funny.

$2 is a deal for lattes. I love them, especially iced.

that is interesting. I have never seen any of my cats look sad. I have had eight i think. I was so happy when she played more with abby. you are so right. Marcia is a kindred spirit. that is it!

I am happy for you that you have people in your life that bring you joy.
I am sure you bring them joy as well.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

i felt so good with marcia . I treated her to regular priced cappuccino.
I don't know what to do. together it costs ten dollars but I really enjoy myself.
I do it more for myself than for her. she gets ten dollars an hour and works seven days a week. her rent is 1000 dollars. she has a daughter and granddaughter who live in canada. I hope i am doing the right thing. I think i will make it a weekly thing. I gave her a pair of pants. I have the same ones. they were cheap. I am giving her another pair and might give another pair which might be too loud for me. I also gave her a package of whole wheat spaghetti

I have a habit of treating my friends too much and too often. It makes me feel good too, but sometimes I have let it get out of control and they learn to expect things from me and I resent it.

Giving can also be like spending when you're hypo. You can overdo it.

we are alike. Yes i am afraid i might grow resentful. ugh

Bobby

Try reminding yourself that you are doing it because you want to.
Not that she expects it. Or would really want you to unless you
want to.

My like daughter in law, has very little money of her own from child support.
So when I treat I know its because she has no money. But its also because I want to. She will almost always apologize that i'm paying.

But when she gets her money, she will always treat me.

Donna