I have permanent help for thursday. she has a large family five children and 11 grandchildren/ she is an animal lover. she has three beautiful cats and two dogs the dogs are poodles which she has groomed. One is a standard and one is a minature poodle. the little one is a boss she has 11 grandchildren. she wore pearls around her neck and a bracelet. she had a beautiful tcoaat. she was so nice.most of the time was talking. next week we through out books and i think i know where to put all the pills.so much time was watching pudge to figure out if she was still sick.she seemed to get healthier. she comes from a very happy family. very healthy. I lucked out
pudge slept most of the time on the bed. abby was really showing off

I'm so glad that you are enjoying Alicia's company. She must have a lot of stories with all those children, grandchildren, and pets.

I'm so happy Pudge is doing better

alicia is a dynamo. I tried cleaning a bit I did the kitchen and bathroom sink and started clearning off the pills from the table and chosing books to throw out from the book case, I am far from done. I paid the porter ten dojlars to remove those books downstairs.she started sweeping and did under the bbed without my asking her. she is sixty. she did the laundry. I gave her perfume i didn't like, a pair of slackss I liked and all my top sheets I never use. wow

You cleaned...wow, I am impressed!
have a good day!
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

but so far i really lucked out on the two wonderful women! I am in sshock

Isn't Alicia's job to clean for you?

People often pray for God to give them strength, etc.
I don't think there are any rules when it comes to prayers, and I think you can still pray and meditate on God

I'm glad you have such a good relationship with her because she seems like a very positive person.

How is your mood strange?

I am not sure if some of my clothes have disappeared. I have given a lot to alicia which I will never wear again but there are new clothes that I bought that I can't find...like two that I can think of. I asked about a pair of blue ones and she said she didn't know but she supposed put them away. then there was a green outfit and all i can find are the pants. I like her. Part of me can't be bothered because I am really exhausted. I am very generous. she hasn't taken any money. Marcia I totally trust. I just can't take any pressure. she really loves animals. I give her an hour off to do outside whatever she wants to do. she does the minimum. most of the workers at the agency are awful.

Don't ask Alicia to put away any of your clothing, even if it would make things easier on you if she did it. Then you would know where things were, and would have a better idea if any of it turned up missing

I would also keep an eye on where other things that are near and dear to you, and count your Klonopin on a regular basis. Money may not be missing, but hide your check book. And no, I don't think those are paranoid things to do...

It would be very disappointing to find out that someone you really like and have been so generous to is stealing from you, but it's not unprecedented. It happens all the time

I could tell if she goes into the cabinet where I keep my pills. I will put away my clothes from now on or watch her. she does the laundry and has to put away the clothes.. I am so unbelievably generous. I forgot if i mentioned I buy her cats little cat toys. she isn't even my size and she is short.