i only watched a little of the tennis early this monring and will try again this morning. It is so uncomfortable

I am sorry that you are uncomfortable.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

Is there any way for you to record it, so that you can watch it when you are feeling better?

it is not worth it. i go up and down so much. I was so excited about Pudge..I wanted to take a picture!
I am so excited that Federer won and finally found out that his boy and girl twins are identical. I really freaked out when i saw my weight but then up when i saw that i can drink coffee without creamer.that was my source of carbohydrates.. I got so excited about my other new attendant but then i plunged when i realized i will have trouble telling her to work. right now i am down and upset because i won't be up for marcia. she comes today. I think she is very sensitive. I think she gets bipolar-i hope so. then there is another pair of shoes i want. I just bought another pair so I am still manic. I would go crazy if I had to chart all the swings. I am scared about money but I keep on buying shoes and rayon pants. I bought a pair of yellow ones today.
I guess i will make another cup of coffee before I go to p.t. I think i will skip senior center since marcia will come today and i want to do more cleaning.
bobby

I think it's a good idea to let your pdoc know that although you are mainly depressed you do have these manic-type mood fluctuations. It's important to let him know about your spending, too.

I'm still buying too many little things. And my husband mentioned he may want to buy a TV partially with a gift certificate his dad gave him for Christmas, so now I'm feverishly searching for TVs... and driving him nuts with my search results. IDK if he was even serious about the TV

I'm glad you enjoy your time with Marcia so much