For the first part of the day I was able to pretend that I function. Later
I was not able to.

So depressed -- can't think straight & made a two huge paperwork mistakes.

Only fixed part of it. Such a mess.

Hubby is consistent and overall reliable but truly not helpful for me right now except for his steadiness -- which does count for something ---

--- otherwise I would be on the streets -- no family member
would take me in except for baby brother and he is close to broke and his wife might not allow it anyway because she is a control freak