I keep having dreams about my past job where I was mistreated. The dreams are dreams of me being mistreated again, and again. Tormenting!!! I worked at that place for around 15 years. One of our very young workers had a psychotic break, and ended up in the hospital. He didn't have the break on the job, but he was at his home when that happened. We all were intimidated.

Year after year I have these dreams. It's like I can't figure out what happened, and my mind is trying to figure out why a manager treated me the way he did. I did all that I could do, and more. I was very busy at all times while I was on the clock.

I can't figure out why the place was such a nightmare. So many people were trouble makers. The assistant manager said he was going to miss me because he could really get to me. This was at a party for me after I resigned. He had been drinking. The owners of the business were very mean, and angry.

Some people said that they would let these troubles with bosses roll over their shoulders. They would let it go in one ear, and out the other. I couldn't do this. I was working desperately to help the business, and when I got mistreated, I didn't understand.

I stayed there for years because I didn't want to disappoint my dad. BF