I think i am going to cancel one of the doctor's appts this week. I am dreading having two back to back. last time he set me off about blindness and diabetes. I hate when somebody tells me something I already know and don;t have the symptoms for. I am in a grouchy mood

Good idea!

I can handle only one appt a week. Even the good helpful docs
are annoying and stress inducing.

Good luck with your day.

I like the original flavor the best. thank you for the reinforcement. already i feel less pressured

when i see the pdoc this week I will tell him how depressed i have been and see if he can recommend another antidepressant. I still can't cry but that is all i feel like doing. I can't even feel that close to my cats right now. I am so alienated

That was a good article Bobby. Did you find it helpful?

I'm glad that you cancelled the second appointment. Two back to back is a lot. I won't do that to myself. Sometimes I have had no choice but to stick myself with two in a week and that's bad enough.

I'm glad that you chose to keep the pdoc appointment and are going to ask him about a different antidepressant. I hope that he is responsive :hug:

I'm sorry that you are having such a hard time. You will be in my thoughts today :hug::hug::hug:

Much love,
Kay

I found it very helpful. It is like I have been fighting a losing battle. It also showed me that down the road there is hope. this fatigue might not last forever. the depression and the fatigue and then the excessive buying (I have been buying Chinese incense burners and I bought three little gorgeous teapots) to try to give me a high are too much to deal with., besides not wanting to go out of the apartment and isolating myself. At least I am through buying half and half. I wish I could cry. today I started brushing Pudgie again after her lion cut, she was happy. Abby was happy chasing a big bug. After I saw what it was I took it away. I was scared she would eat it. I can't sleep much but I just lay in bed and usually read.
love
bobby

I rescheduled the appt for july 12at 11 am the day after your birthday

I can't cry either Bobby... I guess it would take a perfect storm to make me do it. I wish you could have that release :hug::hug::hug:

I'm glad that you are brushing Pudge again because that's a good bonding activity. I love watching my cats chase things. I let them eat bugs if they catch them, but they usually play with them too long, so I kill the bug before they can get away.

Bobby,

That is cool that Pudge gets a lion cut.:D



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