I am now having panic attacks again. I'm glad that you all are here. It's the weekend when I cannot get help from my councilor. BF:hug::hug::hug:

BF,

I hope that you can find something that helps you.
Be kind to yourself during these times.


M

I'm feeling deep fear in the back of my mind. I'm not trying to think about loosing my benefits, but my mind keeps going over, and over it. If I think about it, it becomes distorted in my mind. This may be a OCD affect.

I'm glad that you all are here. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Yes I think you are right friend.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

BF,
I wish there was something I could say or do to take away this fear. All I can do is to ask you to try to trust in God's love for you. He sends many signs we often do not see. He even sends messengers like those of us who are here caring about you.

I was just saying my night prayers and in the middle of praying I felt the urge to check on you so I stopped and came to my computer to see how you are doing. To see when God is working is a gift. I pray you will work towards obtaining that gift. It is yours for the asking. Let go and give Him your fears.

You are very "special" in God's eyes as well as ours.


Gerry

Thank you Gerry. One thing that I realized yesterday when I was reading in the book of Psalm, is the word Blessed. I believe that there is a blessing on my life. A blessing.

I've seen the word many hundreds of times, but I realized the gravity of the value of the word. I meditated on the word blessing. I felt relief, but the fear crept back into the back of my mind early this morning.

Fear is shattering, confusing, distorting, tormenting, discouraging, and keeps on buffeting my mind. It is a cruel thing. I started to ache with fear again. I didn't have a panic attack though, but there was fear of loss.

It's always good news when people reassure me that I'm not going to loose my social security disability, and things like that. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Thank you for thinking about me. BF:hug::grouphug::hug:

BF,

Hold on to that blessing.



M

Thinking of you friend.
I hope you sleep tonight.
bizi:hug::hug::hug:

The fear has mostly turned into anxiety, and pain from anxiety in my chest. It's not my heart. I've had allot of this kind of thing. BF:hug::hug::hug: