[OhKay]

The tech said my ultrasound looked the same as the last one, which is not good, and not what I had hoped for. It's not surprising, but still upsetting. I still have to wait for the radiologist's report tho. I should be able to view it on Monday.


My pdoc had raised my 300mg dose of gabapentin a while ago due to a manic episode. I'm on 400mg now and it's been getting sedating. But I've been stressed out, the holidays are coming up, and my s/s attempt was on the 23rd 3 yrs ago. So yesterday we decided to keep it at 400mg at least until I see her next month, unless I need to see her sooner.


My aunt texted me last night to tell me (somewhat graphically) that my half-sister's mother committed suicide, and could I please call my father to let him know. He was okay, having divorced her almost 50 years ago. I haven't talked to my half-sister in over a decade. but there is no animosity. I feel very badly for her and her half-sister


It's something that could seriously f*** with me. It doesn't take much where this topic is concerned. I'm glad that I didn't change my meds, and that my pdoc's office is open for another week.