[OhKay]

Thank you all for your support as I continue to go through all this ****ing BS

I go into the the doctor's office to take the pill for the "Sitz Marker test" on Tuesday. Then I will have an X-Ray the next day, on day 3, day 5, and day 7 to see where the markers are in my digestive tract. They are sending me some sort of directions in the mail, so I guess I will actually have to walk over to the mail box to check it. lol.
Sitz Marker Study:
Sitz marker study | Radiology Reference Article | Radiopaedia.org

I smoked too much MJ on Tuesday night and passed out on the couch. I didn't wake up until 4am, and by that time, Corey was in the BR. I didn't want to disturb him because he gets so unpleasant (to say the least), so I just got into bed... forgetting about my night meds, which were in there (I put them on the counter by the sink after dinner so I don't forget them)...

So I woke up yesterday minus 700mg of Seroquel and everything else- and I guess I was going through withdrawls. It felt like the worst hangover I've ever had... absolute misery. I took an extra 100mg of Seroquel, but that was all I was comfortable taking. I made myself shower and do a couple of little things around the house, but then I took 1mg of Klonopin and I went back to bed for 5 hours. I felt a little better upon wakening.

I have to be more careful. I don't need to deal with things like this on top of everything else. This morning I'm feeling much better tho, like yesterday's med mistake never happened

We were supposed to get another Nor'easter, but it looks like we are going to miss it, and will only be getting 1-3". Finally, we are getting a break!!!
I should have no problem getting out to play the lottery and buy my coffee.

[bizi]

WEll I am sorry you wioll have to go in that many days next week, but maybe you will have some answers. I hope it is not far away.
((((HUGS))))
glad that you did not get the snow that they were predicting.

[OhKay]

The gastro's office is only 15 minutes away, so going there to take the pill is no big deal.

The main campus of the hospital is right down the road, and I could get the X-Rays done there, but parking is a HUGE issue. I should be able to go to one of the outpatient satellite centers, which is only about 15 minutes away (fingers crossed).

[bizi]

I hope you are able to go to one of the outpatient satellite centers.
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bizi

[Mari]

Thanks for the link about the Sitz Marker Study.

I was able to understand that.



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[OhKay]

I have had that test before and I know it will take me a long time to pass any of those markers, if I can pass any of them at all during the week of X-Rays. I'm nervous about it this time around because of the repercussions.

Judy had her baby!
She texted me a picture yesterday, and he is beautiful!!! I asked her how they were both doing, etc, but I had been sleeping, so I was foggy, and I forgot to ask her what they decided to name him!!! She is going to show up to her shower on Sunday with the baby in tow and surprise everyone... well, at least a lot of people

I have a lot to do today, including grocery shopping. I will have to leave early to get everything done, and get back home to get my nap in. They are starting early and running long.

[OhKay]

I ran a bunch of errands yesterday. Too many, and drove myself into the ground as usual. I got home around 2 and passed the f*** out.

I needed new bath mats, so one of my trips was to Bed Bath and Beyond because I had a $10 off coupon. I ended up buying some in a nice shade of green I thought Corey would be happy with, too. When I got home I realized they wouldn't match ANY of our towels tho, so I'll have to exchange them, probably for some purple ones. I'm always doing things like this. It's so frustrating. When I told Corey, he said I could just buy new towels! lol. I should wait until Monday to exchange them, but I'm so impatient... also very frustrating.

I fell asleep on the couch again last night, but woke up early enough to take my pills before getting into bed. I can't seem to get a handle on how much of this new MJ to smoke.

I'm still about 144lbs, but I've been buying candy lately. I can't be getting stoned before bed and have candy laying around the house, or I'm going to revert back to my old ways and gain back all the weight I lost. I will allow myself a treat every now and then, but no BAGS of candy... I have no control and just binge.

[bizi]

I hope you get a good nap in today!
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

[OhKay]

I fought terrible traffic to go exchange the bath mats yesterday. I was in the store forever because I couldn't make up my mind. I guess I'm happy with my purchase. Now I'm fixated on exchanging the soap dispenser

Going out took a lot out of me. I should have stayed in and rested after everything I did on Friday, but once I get an idea in my head I have to go with it. I was really ready for a nap when I got home and passed right out.

I'm absolutely exhausted this morning because my legs were keeping me up by spasming all night. Last night, I tried eating the MJ candies again instead of smoking. I had 4. I bought the "microdose." candies because I didn't want them to blow me away... I don't know if I'll try "edibles" again, but if I do I'll obviously need a higher dose.

[bizi]

I am sorry the edibles did not work for you.
You need consistency.
hope you have a good sunday!
bizi
I hate it when I can't make a decision.
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