I feel so empty and alone. Yesterday Marci was over and I couldn't wait til she left. I was very irritable. she said something about playing cards and said she didn't know how too and I became so angry. I don't want to play cards especially with somebody who doesn't know how to play cards. I just wanted to be left alone and miserable. The increase in wellbutrin hasn't helped unless it has made it worse or else not kicked in. I might go for a little walk because I can;t stand it.
Bobby
I forgot the friendly visitor came over on sunday with treats for the holidays. I like her. I knew her from the carter burden center. She is a spring chicken in her middle eighties who is still beautiful with a wonderful figure who always wears jeans and loves animals. Yesterday the social worker called to tell me the therapist is going to call me