I just got off the phone with keurig. they are sending me a replacement even though i told them it was my mistake. wow. will write later-great feedback

Wow. That is good news!

M

had a therapy session. she suggested that I eat a little and wait 20 minutes and see if I am still hungry. I did it and it worked. I didn't have more. Maybe this will put a dent in my eating problem. she got me angry about my spending. she doesn't know the compulsion to buy when you are in the mood =it is totally irrational-like somebody taking away your favorite toys. I got angry talking about family memories.
I told her about richard and his disgusting ways. after he left I called visiting nurse, not at her suggestion and told the manager who was a lovely soft spoken woman how richard first came to the apartment and picked his nose a few times, usually spent five minutes each time in the bathroom, played with his smart phone and didn't watch when i was exercising. all together with resting he probably spent 15 minutes in my apartment. she said she would get me a new therapist,maybe not monday but wednesday. we talked about the occupational therapist whom I told her was superb. She said richard won't know.

Bobby,


Only a person who has experienced mania really understands it, but she
should have a better idea than a random person on the street.

Otherwise, it seems that she was helpful.

M

I am glad that you will get a new PT.
bizi

she also bugged me about my diabetes and repeatedly asked why I don't test
my sugar ever day and i said why and said the doctor didn't tell me too and what would the result be. i try not to have carbohydrates

So, it sounds like it was a mixed bag

I guess it is hard to understand the shopping compulsion… how strong it is and how hard it is to stop. I'm surprised she's isn't more familiar with it tho.

Richard did have disgusting habits. I'm glad that you will be getting a new PT and he won't know about it, not that that should really matter. He shouldn't be doing things like that because he could make someone sick.

I'm sorry you got angry about your family memories… there is so much trauma there

Maybe you should tell your therapist nicely that you don't want her input about medical things like your diabetes because it upsets you. I know that would be hdd for you tho

I forgot if i mentioned that richard didn't cover his mouth most of the time when he was coughing and now i feel as if i getting sick. the manager asked what was richard doing if he was not watching me exercise. I said he was using his smart phone. You just can't make these things up. She was really apologetic.
If Martha mentions my diabetes again I will say let us leave it to the mds.she is very soft spoken. a lot of times I have to ask her to repeat herself.
I am not depressed but boy am i down. I am so stiff from the meager exercising i did and sitting in the chair with her for over an hour. Once again I fell asleep early and was up all night. Pudge stayed with me after I brought her over. Usually abby doesn't allow it. abby was jumping all over the place with company. she was so funny screaming for attention. Martha has a 60 pound dog who is very friendly and sometimes sleeps on martha's head.

I don't know how I made it through this week. I really need this weekend to recuperate.

I know it is hard… I'm sorry Bobby

You have been going through so much like a trooper. I feel guilty a lot about writing down my complaints. I am sorry I do that. I don't know how you can do it! Is it kitty power with a little corey mixed in? what strength you have. You are just amazing!
Love
bobby