I'm so glad you like your therapist...

But I'm so sorry that you feel like you are getting depressed again and are not sleeping well :hug::hug::hug:

I am a feeling really blue. I don't do well during the holiday season. everything is about family and i don't really have any. having my nephews in my mind make it worse now. I haven't seen laurence or alex before the stroke. It is really painful. I thought I lost weight but it was only temporary. I am trying cumin now. I was up most of the night and now I just feel wiped out.

I am sorry you are feeling blue.:(
What has helped you in the past?
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

who knows/ i pigged out and feel horrible and ordered two pies!

the jury duty summons hasn;t helped/ i keep on thinking now of the trial and the explosion and the pain of the burns and the experience of twirling in darkness forever without being able to talk my way out of it and the dreadful hospital experience. this lasts for a while

oh bobby, how horrible.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

In one of my religious classes the teacher always quotes a wise man from centuries ago who says everything is for the best. Because of the explosion I was left in the position of fearing life and terrified of death. I thought that faith was the only way I could get out of the limbo I found myself in. I have to keep on reminding at times like these that was for the best and I found faith. I am supposed to read the Torah but haven't been able to yet. I will never get rid of the terror

Bobby,

I hope that you have a better day today.


M

I got on the scale and I gained five pounds in a week. I am really out of control. today I see my therapist. she wasn't able to see me yesterday

I'm sorry you have had so much trauma in your life, Bobby :hug::hug::hug:

I hope that talking to your therapist yesterday helped a little :hug:

I wish you were sleeping better... feeling better :hug::hug::hug:

Love to you today (((HUGS)))