I mentioned to him that my mother said that the state could take care of me and that my sister was jealous that I went to pick up my father when he was drunk and my sister was left home safe. He triggered me when he said all parents are critical. I told him that my former psychiatrist said I would be a lot better if not for my parents . I also mentioned how I loved God and how good God was to me. He is the youngest nephew. None of them visited me after the stroke. I guess I wanted either to disturb him or have a a real relationship with him.