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11-22-2017, 04:40 AM | #1 | |||
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I mentioned to him that my mother said that the state could take care of me and that my sister was jealous that I went to pick up my father when he was drunk and my sister was left home safe. He triggered me when he said all parents are critical. I told him that my former psychiatrist said I would be a lot better if not for my parents . I also mentioned how I loved God and how good God was to me. He is the youngest nephew. None of them visited me after the stroke. I guess I wanted either to disturb him or have a a real relationship with him.
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11-22-2017, 09:23 AM | #2 | |||
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Wisest Elder Ever
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Maybe your heart and your head are in conflict about him.
((((HUGS)))) bizi
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11-22-2017, 10:50 AM | #3 | |||
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it is as if I am tired of pretending that everything is fine and dandy. I forgot if i wrote that none of them visited me after I had my stroke. I guess I am tired of crumbs. i feel pain rather than feeling grateful that i have contact with them.maybe you are right.
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11-24-2017, 09:11 AM | #5 | |||
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I didn't hear from my older nephew. I really got depressed but expected it. I think I need them out of my lives. I tried to feel compassion for them finally.
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11-24-2017, 12:12 PM | #6 | |||
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I wrote another letter to my youngest nephew and told him the few memories I had of him when he was little about having an ant as a friend and running into the street and wanting to be run over and their thinking he was retarded. I told that he showed them because now he is a well regarded financial analyst.
I am bipolar and that is me. |
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