[mymorgy]

I was skipping taking pills. vanessa wanted the place neater, I put the pills back in the low cabinet. i didn't forget them. i was worried about skipping them.
she said i was avoiding pain by having to get on the floor and then having to get off the floor.it was too much. they are now back on the table. she said a lot of people have moments when they don't care if they live or die