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02-06-2018, 06:37 AM | #11 | |||
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I see him next thursday and her on friday. my affect doesn't reflect my anger.You can't even tell the stock market is crashing. ick I turned the news on. I will turn it off at nine. I am trying to connect with god but it is difficult.
love bobby i see her weekly and him once a month. the classes haven't started yet |
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02-10-2018, 12:03 AM | #13 | |||
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Wisest Elder Ever
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I am happy for you.
((((HUGS)))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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02-10-2018, 07:42 AM | #17 | |||
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I am feeling scared. Besides right now finally now feeling connected with one human being I have to deal with my out of control sending. For months now I have been buying whatever I want which isn't expensive but which adds up.
As of yesterday I forced myself to stop. I don't know why I did it and I really like what I bought but the way I was going I will run out of money. I don't know if I have been in one major depression. Now the stock market is either correcting or in a bear market. It was awful when I didn't feel connected with no one not even God. I still don't feel connected with God |
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02-11-2018, 09:06 AM | #18 | |||
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I'm glad that you have been able to show some restraint with your spending. It's hard to stop
I don't think everyone of faith feels a connection to God 100% of the time. Sometimes life is just hard. I think your desire for that connection is admirable |
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