thanks so much. I remembered that everything works out for the best.
bobby

I go to the cardiologist this morning and am scared. He will see the weight gain. It is just for a check up. I feel like such a mess. I have been so unhappy.
My stomach is slightly upset

Good luck at the cardiologist today. maybe when your new kitten come you will find great joy in her.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

I am depressed and am afraid that only temporarily do I get out of it. I just bought a cat tower for abby which is taller than the ones I have.if i get the other kitty that will be neat but if I don't hopefully abby will like the new toy. she has shown no interest in the cat bed I bought her.
I have a new g.p.The cardiologist recommended him. I told him I wanted somebody nice and gentle.My blood pressure was good. My cardiologist said to eat sushi and no chocolate or chinese food. I like him a lot and his assistant. I flirt with them.I told him I wanted a new g.p. He also recommended a doctor for my cholesterol which would entail a shot a month since I can't take statins. He doesn't know if medicare would pay for it and I told him I didn't have money. I swore a couple of times and I think he liked to see an old lady swear. I am pretty for my age even if I am fat. I wish I could stop spending money. My oldest nephew sent me something cute for the holidays and I just replied cute.
still haven;t heard from courtney.

Maybe put a towel in the cat bed, our cats like to sleep on towels.
bizi

I will try it. I just wrote to courtney about Pika to see if I was still adopting her. I told him I knew what it was like having to study so much and how I hurt a dear aunt's feelings when she visited new york and I couldn't see her because of my studying. I spend so much time looking for the mail. I keep on telling myself that things always work out for the best

I heard from him. I have to set a time with cecilia on the next weekend or saturday. she probably went to new jersey today for agility for her doggies.
she drives two hours there and two hours back and spends two hours there with the doggies training. she takes her dogs out about four times a day. she had cancer and now with her rough schedule she gets tired and then worries if the cancer is coming back. I have to remind her of her grueling schedule and how a 30 year old would be exhausted let alone a 75 year old.
I am so excited!

Glad to hear that you are excited!!!!
have a great day. 75 is still young in my eyes.
bizi

trouble. first i found out that my f#$king doctor didn't review my blood test from two months ago with my high cholesterol and diabetes. I am so glad I am getting rid of her. I think that is malpractice.
next is cecilia. she won't answer the phone. she thinks Pika is a scam because she is so beautiful and it is only thirty dollars. she is strange but she comes from a terrible background.
I just wrote courtney and asked if he has a friend in need who could use 200 dollars to bring her to me. I can't believe this. what will this do to my "friendship" with cecilia

Bobby
Do not give the $200.00 till the kitty is there. Please.

Donna