This makes me sad to hear this.:(
((((HUGS))))
bizi:hug:

I wish there was a way that you could just pretend that they don't even exist. It would help take some of the pain away, but I know that is impossible :hug::hug::hug:

We may be mentally ill, but that doesn't mean that all our feelings and reactions to things aren't normal :hug:

I hope you get a reply from your nephew... an acknowledgement that he has not treated you well... as you deserve to be treated :hug::hug::hug:

I don't think he can handle the emails. I didn't sign them love. I didn't feel love.

Remember, it might not be the same thing
But we love you.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

thank you so much donna
love
bobby

my nephew wrote me twice and said he lowed me and then said they loved me.
I wrote back and said I love you.

I am glad that he wrote to you.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

I wrote another email writing carrie fisher's quote on being bipolar that mari gave us. They still won't get it

I am going to ask the psychiatrist this morning for more risperdal. I don't know if he will give it to me. I take 1 mg in the morning and 1 at night really feel unstable a lot of the time lately. I feel pressured by being around most people. right now i am happy I only have marcia coming once a week and nobody coming on thursday. it is too stressful. I am already stressed about the results of the physical I took with the double dose of medication next friday and the cardiologist visit on wednesday. I don't know what he will want or say about the ekg. I think bp gets worse as you age. I am worried about money. I am still spending too much. I got a new older of south beach diet yesterday but ordered chinese food. out of control.
Abby has been jumping from one of the high cabinets onto the bed more frequently and from the high cabinet into the closet.

because of my stroke the psychiatrist doesn't want to give me any more medication