I'm glad that everything's going okay with Marci and Stella, and it sounds like all is well with Cecilia, too.

I used to like rereading some of my much-loved books because I found them comforting. It is hard for me to read now. I thought about buying one or two tho because mine are packed up and buried in the closet.

I'm sorry that you are so depressed :hug::hug::hug:
Can you try doing one or two little things today to take care of yourself?

I'm happy that you spent some quality time with your kitties yesterday. Did that make you feel a little better, at least temporarily?

I hope today is a better day for you (((HUGS))) & Love

it does make me feel better while I am interacting with my kitty cats. I now wish I had named Abby Rascal.

lol. All my cats are being just terrible right now.

Bobby

You could always rename Abby, Abby rascal. Or call her both.

Reason I say this is it seems after years of being called avenger.
This beautiful yellow fluffy big kitty at my son's has been renamed
teddy bear. Because my daughter in law Meluvja thinks he looks
and feels more like a teddy bear. And as it would turn out he comes
to the name teddy bear. Heehee, Not sure my son Devin likes that
he likes the name Avenger.

I did tell Devin I think the cat is remembering all the time he lived
in the shelter and the people that passed him by with the name
avenger till Devin came around. And he meowed at him and it
was love at first site.
But I think he reminded him of Derrick who worked there at the
time. Heehee

Donna :hug::grouphug:

that is neat. abby comes to shrimp as in treats but i tthink she knows her name

yesterday was a disaster and once again I am afraid that Marci might quit. i spent a long time looking for the kindle at the bottom of my bed and in the trunk there. at least three times in the chest if not more.i told that to her. we spent 20 minutes looking under the bed with no flashlight and couldn't find it. later she put some things in the trunk and found the kindle. she was so angry
-the we wasted another 15 minutes looking for objects in a five pound bag of powder-couldn't find them because three hours before i had put them in the container.

I have been so jittery that I just took 2 mg of klonopin besides the 1 mg of xanax. My doctor is on vacation so I haven't told him. I have a lot of klonopin
left over. I didn't know what else to do. I just ordered a lot of aspirin which might help calm me down besides help the aches I have from the p.t. My physical therapist is away for two weeks but she wants me to use the rollator in the hall twice a day and I guess do the bed exercises. Marci should come this morning. The Rabbi said he would come tomorrow at one

oh I am glad that the rabbi is coming to see you tomorrow.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Marci should not be angry. She does not seem clear about her
job description. Maybe you should get a copy of it and give it to her.

She's supposed to help you and if that means spending the whole afternoon
looking for the Kindle, that's what she is supposed to do.


'So glad that you are seeing the Rabbi.


M

I really tried her patience. she is doing me a favor by working on tuesday afternoon when it is her day off. she is a wonderful cleaner. I trust her more than I trust myself. she likes to be appreciated. she is the boss. I don't know what I would do without her.also the agency had a very difficult time finding workers for me. I do love her. she tries to put things in order besides cleaning up. I don't understand how I mess up so.
i took the xanax and klonopin today. i am afraid to take my bp and pulse