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One if my first cousins died on Monday morning. I've also been thinking about my Mother, Dad, and sister who have died. My best life long friend died. I feel alone, and isolated. I feel depressed about my future, and dialysis in the future. I don't understand the kidney support group. They have not done a thing for me, but reject me from a kidney transplant because I don't have a care giver. I feel that they are a cold hearted group of people. I'm growing older alone. I didn't think that my whole life wound have anxiety, and fear issues. I'm worried about my future housing. I'm taking things one day at a time. I'm praying, and reading bible verses, and etc. BF
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Thinking of you, BF.
Very sorry to hear about your cousin.



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Thank you for writing friend. I have been worried about you. come talk here more often. we love you and worry when we don't hear from you.
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My sympathies for the loss of your cousin, BF

I'm sorry that you are feeling lonely and have so much weighing on your mind. It sounds like you are doing the best you can by taking things one day at a time

Thinking of you friend...
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I seem to be sleeping allot. The fatigue may be coming from my kidney disease, and mental health issues. I feel guilty for sleeping to much never the less. BF
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your body tells you what you need at this time in your life. eat well, get some sort of physical activity/exercise if you can. take naps when you need them.
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I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9,
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If you ever feel lonely read this - Encouragement for Today:

If You Ever Feel Lonely, Read This - Encouragement for Today - December 16, 214

This manuscript has helped and encouraged me in the past.

My husband has passed away; my kids have both left home to finish school and then get married. Full house one day and empty the next. Of course it wasn't that sudden and I fully expected my kids to eventually move out and marry. Some days it just seemed like everyone had abandoned me. So I had to stop making everything about "me". I was doing that without even realizing it.

I hope this somehow helps you and makes you feel a little better.
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BF, kidney disease can cause significant fatigue. Please rest/sleep when you feel you have to because your body probably needs it

I have been taking naps everyday for years because of fatigue from my MS. They have gotten a lot longer over time. For me there is a good deal of guilt associated with it, so I can understand how you feel in that regard. It is hard to accept this kind of change

I hope that you start to have more good days. You will be in my thoughts.

If you feel lonely, please come to "see" us. We like hearing from you
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If you ever feel lonely read this - Encouragement for Today:

If You Ever Feel Lonely, Read This - Encouragement for Today - December 16, 214

This manuscript has helped and encouraged me in the past.

My husband has passed away; my kids have both left home to finish school and then get married. Full house one day and empty the next. Of course it wasn't that sudden and I fully expected my kids to eventually move out and marry. Some days it just seemed like everyone had abandoned me. So I had to stop making everything about "me". I was doing that without even realizing it.

I hope this somehow helps you and makes you feel a little better.
Thank you Kitty. I needed that message. BF
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