One if my first cousins died on Monday morning. I've also been thinking about my Mother, Dad, and sister who have died. My best life long friend died. I feel alone, and isolated. I feel depressed about my future, and dialysis in the future. I don't understand the kidney support group. They have not done a thing for me, but reject me from a kidney transplant because I don't have a care giver. I feel that they are a cold hearted group of people. I'm growing older alone. I didn't think that my whole life wound have anxiety, and fear issues. I'm worried about my future housing. I'm taking things one day at a time. I'm praying, and reading bible verses, and etc. BF

Thinking of you, BF.
Very sorry to hear about your cousin.



Lots of prayers.


M

Thank you for writing friend. I have been worried about you. come talk here more often. we love you and worry when we don't hear from you.
I am sorry you are sad.
bizi

My sympathies for the loss of your cousin, BF

I'm sorry that you are feeling lonely and have so much weighing on your mind. It sounds like you are doing the best you can by taking things one day at a time

Thinking of you friend...

Sending prayers and hugs.

Donna

I seem to be sleeping allot. The fatigue may be coming from my kidney disease, and mental health issues. I feel guilty for sleeping to much never the less. BF