Dear Friend,

Have faith in your patience with them to work this out for you.


Hold tight to your ability to deal with the ups and downs while the gov
gets all these pieces worked out.


M

BF,

This is off topic, but I hope it cheers you up a little...

Every morning I sit on my deck and watch all the wild life and look at the lake across the street. It’s very relaxing, and a nice way to start the day.

There are at least 4 different kinds of birds. There are Robins, what look like little Chickadees, Crows, and sometimes even Seagulls because we live by the lake.

We have a squirrel who is really smart about crossing the street. I’ve seen him walk up the fire stairs, and it’s hilarious! Sometimes he will sit on the railing of our deck, and if one of my 3 kitties is around, they go nutty!

Lately, the ducks across the street have been very, very loud in the early morning and in the evening and night, but I don’t know why.

I hope when you move, you find a place with peace and relaxation

Abby has pounced at the mourning dove on the terrace and thank goodness the door has stayed shut. I am praying you get to keep you kitty cat even if you have to throw the biggest fit!

kay this sounds so peaceful! bizi

Kay,

I totally agree with Bizi. That sounds so neat and quiet most of the
time.

Hope you can continue to enjoy it. When it starts getting cooler and
wintery.

Donna

How are things going, BF?

I have so many problems at this time. My case manager has been trying really hard to find a place for me to live. So far there is a one room, shared bath room available, with four men living in a house. I'd have to go to a group gathering 3 days a week during the day. I went there a couple of years ago to check it out and I didn't like it at all. I'd have other things that I'd have to do there.

I have to start at the beginning of the hud housing market. I have to wait 7, to 10 years. That means I will have to lose a lot of my belongings, and hobbies.

I have a blood test the week after next to see how my kidneys are doing.

At times my anxieties are way up in the red. I have a mixture of anxieties at one time. I am so tired.

This feeling of abandonment is a painful feeling. It's just not fair. BF

Of course it's not fair.

It's certainly o.k. to mourn the life you have been living as you consider
how you can adjust to the new life.



M

Friend

I'm not sure where your at. But most of the HUD has an emergency
placement option, type thing.

Check out if the way your being made to move would fit into this area.

I would say see if someone other than your case manager can help
with this. I don't exactly know who.

But I would think it could be considered in your situation.

Wish I knew how to help. Or was closer and could look into it for you.

Donna

The thought of living with other men when you have been isolated, could give you some companionship. I don't like the fact that you can't have your kitty.
There have to be other options for you.
I am so sorry that you are struggling right now.
Change is hard and this is being forced upon you.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi