[mymorgy]

that is great!

[OhKay]

I'm so happy that the Blue Emu helped your mum. I'm not surprised tho. It's really good stuff!

I'm so happy to hear that your sponsor was so lovely, and you mutually agreed that you didn't meet the standards of classic alcoholism. Maybe you are just like me, and your drinking is related to your bipolar disorder/anxiety vs. being an alcoholic, and you will quit when you are in a good place and are ready

[bizi]

I ate and drank too much at whole foods trivia...
so oh well.
bizi

[Mari]

Tomorrow is a new day.

You are doing fine.

[OhKay]

I'm sorry that your plans with Carolyn didn't work out, Bizi

Everybody stumbles. Mari is right. Today is a new day

Love you (((HUGS)))

[bizi]

The woman from NAMI carolyn, canceled on me. Last night, we were going to go to the gym and walk on the tred mill and have a lite dinner afterward, but she backed out.
So going with jeff was my option at the time. I should have just went to the gym by myself.
My resolve to not drink went out the window!
My tool box is empty.
sigh

I wish I had more friends.
I am going to go to church tomorrow and maybe see an old friend, maybe I can mingle with her or someone else there. It is a Unitarian fellow ship.
My only real friend here has asked us to go hiking tomorrow. We usually drink with them but they are dieting right now so maybe we would just hike and that be all we would do with them...

bizi

[Dmom3005]

I wish I had an idea for you. But I don't.

I can't even seem to get out of the house.

Its just ugh.
Donna

[OhKay]

Bizi,

Maybe you can make plans with Carolyn in the future that won’t fall through. It may be a little early to write her off

I’m sorry that you are having a hard time making friends
But you have one up on me... I have zero.

I hope that things go well with your old friend at church and you meet some new people, too.
I’m glad that you’re going hiking with friends today

Don’t get discouraged about your lapse in your AF streak. I do think you “have tools in (your) tool box.” (((HUGS)))

[bizi]

I am not doing AA. I can't agree to their steps at all.
After breakfast this morning at the diner as usual :
I went to the UU Unitarian universalist fellowship downtown.
I like it.
This will be on a somewhat regular basis now.
If I can get up earlier than usual on a sunday.
like 8;30 and leave at 930 for breakfast and drive
separately then I can get there some time between
10;30 for social-11am for service.
I spoke with Mary. I had dinner with her one night with susan.
This was before susan stopped being my friend.
Last week I texted her that I was going to AA. she was happy about that.
So maybe we can be friends again.
Alcohol was a big factor with her husband. He drinks alot.
They have been divorced for some time now.
Susan goes to the fellowship if I did not make that clear.
So I don't know how that will pan out.
She had a music gig out of town and that is why she was not there today.

I am cooking brussel sprouts and sausage in the oven for dinner tonight.
Have never done this before so hope it turns out.

Am doing my scrubs/laundry they are drying.
Visited a friend who had major surgery,
brought her flowers and talked for an hour or so.
It was good to see her.
She was in bed recuperating.
It was sunny out today the weather was nice enough to just wear a sweater.
I heard from my family in northern IN.
The temps on wednesday high of -12 and a low of -30.
scarey stuff. yes those are minus numbers NOT wind chill!
I hope every one has had a nice weekend.
bizi

[Mari]

Yes,

Much of the country will be colder than normal.


I am not looking forward to dealing with the weather in the morning.




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