[Dmom3005]

What is TS. I don't know that abbreviation.

When it comes to legs getting tired or what is it when at the computer.

Maybe its the way you sit. Does it happen when you watch tv. Or
do you watch it on a couch instead.

Donna

[bizi]

It only happens at evenings, or night, at a concert or at the computer. or other times but not all the time. I wonder if it somehow related to my taking the geodon...I take it at night before bed. maybe it has to do with coming down from it, like a with drawl slightly? I am only supposed to take it 2 times a day.I take it also after lunch. at noon and go to bed at 11;30.
TD is tarditive dyskanisia, a side effect of anti psychotics possible that is.
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today makes 3 weeks AF.
thanks for your support!
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[bizi]

Staying AF tomorrow won't be hard....
Will drink lots of hot tea and hold it in my hand.

Plus karen will be there and she doesn't drink.

Tomorrow, I am picking her up at 1030 and taking her

to her mothers house for an unexpected thanksgiving lunch.

She does not get along with her mother nor her daughter

who will be there as well.
Then come get her at an unknown time after that.

Well I have 2 things that I need to prepare tomorrow.
Green bean casserole and crawfish dip.
The dip will take the longest to make.

Once combined the green beans cook about half an hour.

And heat up her vegetarian chili and shredded carrots.
WE are supposed to be there at the pot luck around 3pm.
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[mymorgy]

what an achievement

[OhKay]

10lbs is a lot of weight to lose in such a short period of time, Bizi. You should be very proud of yourself. At this rate, you will be losing a lot

I hope that Karen's impromptu family meal turns out okay for her so she can enjoy the pot luck you are going to later.

I hope that you both have a good time

[bizi]

Well we dropped karen off back to her apartment.
Nell and Suzie were awesome hosts.
There was a good turn out. 15 people at least.
Every one brought lots of food. All of it was great. I had small amounts of almost everything.
They liked our food but did not eat but half of the green bean casserole so I gave some to Nell, she loves them. and there was too much dip.
My social anxiety was not that bad because I knew half the people there, I talked to karen mostly all evening.
I am so full I think I would have been ok with everything except I had 3 different desserts sigh, when will I learn? Hoping I can sleep tonight. We stayed until 7;30.pm.
Bizi who is stuffed!

[OhKay]

I''m glad you had a good time and your food was a hit!

Please cut yourself some slack regarding the amount of food and desserts you had... it was Thanksgiving

[bizi]

It was an interesting day.
Jeff had lunch with a friend so I had lunch at sandras with karen.
I ate salmon and chard and squash and carrots.
I had brought karen some of the left over chilli from last nights thanksgiving meal.
She asked me if she could cancel her ride on the handicapped bus and I said I could give her a ride home. So we ran to her house and dropped off the chilli.
Then I asked her if she needed to go anywhere.

We went to this store called the drug emporium she had never been there. So we looked around and she ended up getting some groceries, they were cheaper than where she has been shopping. I talked her into getting some ice cream...she was so excited.
She has denyed herself of simple pleasures.
I dropped her off at her apartment and I went to get my nails done.
Then called jeff to see if he was going to trivia and I would meet him at home by 5pm.

Our friends showed up which was a surprise, trivia was fun because they were there.
Melissa has become a close friend of mine....
Before then, I had an internal battle/cravings going on in my head about drinking beer at whole foods bar for trivia night. I really was considering it. I felt like no one would know if I did or not. My weight was up from all of the eating I did for thanksgiving. But then I thought about my challenge for a dry november to see how much weight I could lose and did not want to disappoint anyone on here. So you held me accountable.

So I ordered food and drank water all night long.
Ate a double pepperjack cheese burger with sauteed onions, mushrooms and bacon with a big salad with ceasar dressing.They were delicious! I am full but not stuffed.
I am so glad that I did not drink.

In the bar as I was drinking my water I looked
across the bar and there was my psychiatrist, playing trivia and having fun.
I have never seen her in public before, I wonder if she saw me.

We finished trivia in 4th place so no gift cards for us.
It was a good day.

bizi day 23 done.

[OhKay]

It sounds like you had some really strong cravings last night, but you crushed them!!! And that's awesome!

Congratulations on making it day 23 with no alcohol and (mostly) staying on your diet! I'm so proud of you!

It's so weird that you saw your pdoc out socially. It would have been so awkward if you found yourself in a situation where you had to actually talk to her, don't you think? I kinda wish she saw you tho... drinking water in that setting. I know how judgmental she is, but she would have been proud of you

[bizi]

Thank you!
Yes, last time I saw her she shared we are the same age.
Next time I see her I think I will mention that I saw her there.

I kind of think she did see me. She has been my pdoc for at least 16 years if I recall correctly.
I do believe I was one of her first bipolar patients.
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