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06-14-2019, 01:20 PM | #111 | |||
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Magnate
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Thank you so much for all this Donna
I just explode indeed and, lash out anything I find around.... yes.... I mean, I know it can be such a problem.... that's why Im gonna tell my doc just in case he decides to medicate me for it.... Thank you Quote:
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06-14-2019, 01:22 PM | #112 | |||
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Magnate
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Thanks.... I will have to check on that.... Im an expert when it comes to gaining weight due to meds / water retention....
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06-14-2019, 02:06 PM | #113 | |||
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I did not gain any weight on Depakote, but I experienced major side effects.
I'm so sorry you don't feel important to anyone. Please remember that you are important to us, and we are always here for you (((HUGS))) It sounds like you may have exercise-induced asthma, too. We need to come up with another outlet for your anger... I'm very glad that you will be talking to your pdoc about it (((HUGS))) |
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06-14-2019, 06:14 PM | #114 | ||
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Legendary
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Dan doesn't gain weight on depakote either. So its good.
It is just different people and different drugs. Donna |
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06-18-2019, 10:03 PM | #115 | |||
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Elder
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Blue. I'm sorry that you have been feeling these feelings. I haven't done much computer stuff because I've been in the hospital for around a week and a half.
I hope that you are feeling better tonight. BF |
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06-19-2019, 10:30 AM | #116 | ||
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Friend
I'm sorry to hear you've been in the hospital. Majo, Hope your doing well. Donna |
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06-19-2019, 01:49 PM | #117 | |||
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Magnate
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Thank you dear friends !!!
I guess I have to get used to my miserable life because doc said no more medicine for me. Im kinda glad, I mean, I cant afford many meds, I hate side effects and, yeah, I came back with a bunch of therapy books and exercises I have so much stress in my life. Tomorrow would have been mom's birthday so, I... in a bad mood to say the least. Love for all Majo |
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06-19-2019, 05:51 PM | #118 | |||
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Elder
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Blue You need to get another doctor as soon as possible. After talking to you over the years I find you to be a good person. You and the rest of us need to have good doctors.
That doctor failed you. You deserve better. I'm sorry about your mother. I believe that she would want you to carry on. She'd want you to be strong. Be strong. We all care about you. BF |
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06-20-2019, 02:07 PM | #119 | |||
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Magnate
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So glad to read you dear friend Wishing you a speedy recovery.
I have been thinking a lot (probably overthinking) about doctors failing me... I dont think only my doctor failed me... all of them, medicine, science in general have failed me.... maybe it was society when since I was a kid, made me misunderstand that medicine and doctors can save me, can cure me.... I have dedicated 18 years of my life studying medical stuff.... and the conclusion is, we dont cure anything, anybody... we make things less miserable, but once that something "breaks" or stop working, no science, no doctor, no medicine can repair at 100%.... Science has failed us when every single pill we take has (sometimes) horrible side effects and we have to put in a balance benefits vs side effects.... I guess my country, my family, myself dont have the culture to take a pill for everything... immediately.... so, I have to agree with doc this time... I dont need more meds in my life to solve (or try to solve without success) problems that come due to my soul problems, to feelings.... I am angry becase life in general has failed me.... I explode in anger because I feel God stole me my mom, I feel robbed.... Im tired of the people around me doing comments like "oh, so sorry, I dont know what I would do without my mom", THAT is exactly the problem, that I do not know what to do without my mom either and Im way younger than the people telling me that, so yeah, life is unfair or that is the feeling I have and there is no pill (or their side effects are not worth it) that can keep me with the thoughts and feelings Im having.... Sadly therapy has failed me too so far, but I will keep trying to stop suffering... Ugh, I hate to post ultra long posts, but I have been rambling so much and just... spilled everything here I guess LMAO. Take care you all ! Quote:
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"Thanks for this!" says: | bizi (06-20-2019), Brokenfriend (06-21-2019), Dmom3005 (06-20-2019), mymorgy (06-20-2019), OhKay (06-21-2019) |
06-20-2019, 09:30 PM | #120 | |||
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Wisest Elder Ever
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You are strong blue, never forget that.
((((((HUGS)))))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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