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03-11-2019, 03:14 PM | #1 | |||
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Dear Neuro Talk -BiPolar forum friends....
I dont even remember why I stopped coming here... I think I realized I was never going to feel better or change my view of the world and I thought it was boring for you to keep reading my vents, complaints and rants.... Oh my Im so negative ! Sorry.... I dont even know how to write this... it is like I need to tell you so much stuff and at the same time I dont want this to be an ultra long post and... yeah.... My mother died unexpectedly January of 2018... if I have always considered my life to be horrible, not it is pure hell.... I dont even know how I survived last year without her.... and, I feel sorry for bringing my grief and negative view of life to this forum... I just... missed you. I found visitor messages I didnt read years ago and... I feel very emotional.... I saw a therapist for 1 year.... took meds.... I guess that's the only reason I didnt do something stupid you know ? but it stoped working... I mean, there was nothing left she could do for me.... I miss my mom I feel so lonely I hate life I lost all faith I had left Im always angry and depressed and yeah.... I no longer know how to function or why should I try to even function you know... I look forward to read you again... Thank you Majo |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | bizi (03-11-2019), Brokenfriend (03-13-2019), Dmom3005 (03-12-2019), mymorgy (03-12-2019), OhKay (03-12-2019), pink kitty (02-08-2020), Under a rock (04-04-2020) |
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