Mother's Day is HARD. I'm so glad that you made out okay (((HUGS)))

As far as the stupid, "I'd die if my mother died" comments are concerned, people are just f'ing stupid, but I bet that they said that because it appeared/appears to them that you are holding things together better than they think they would :hug::hug::hug:

You should definitely go to the concert. You seem to really want to go, and I think you will regret it if you don't (((HUGS)))

If possible, you should consider taking a Xanax for your social anxiety and the anxiety you are having about going without your mother.
This will/would be a very personal trip for you. Cry if you need to. Pretend you're alone (or with your mom) if you have to, and anyone else around can f- off :hug::hug::hug:

I will be thinking of you, and praying that you find the strength to go (((HUGS)))

Thank you Kay :)

The band will take a picture with the first 300 fans that buy the album TOMORROW :o I dont know if Im gonna arrive on time as I live at the other side of the city and there is people sleeping in the street already :o

Oh well... much prayers needed...

I feel SO weak emotionally now...

Thank you

Majo

Enjoy the concert Blue!!!! BF:hug::hug::hug:

What is the name of the band and what kind of music do they play?
Just because they are sleeping in the street doesn't mean

they will all buy the album.
bizi
enjoy the concert!

I hope you have a great time tonight! :):):)
I will be thinking of you! :hug::hug::hug:

Hi Blue. Sometimes emptiness and disappointment can follow an event that we were looking forward to. I hope that this didn't happen to you.

Are you doing okay Blue? BF ((Hugs)) :hug::hug::hug:

Thank you very much for thinking about me dear friends :hug:

I did it.... Still dont know how, because if I had to do it again, I would probably feel the same the days before.... I missed my mom but, in the good way... not in the anxious ultra sad way I thought I would...
My main concern was being alone, and, around people I thought were going to be so rude with me but, no, it was the opposite :eek: People were kinda friendly and help me a lot :)

Everything happened like, very quickly.... I still havent processed everything I guess....

Im feeling so down and depressed since yesterday... like, "and now what ? a concert.... yeah and now ?" I dont know... does that happen to you too ? Like, after days of feeling so happy or fine, you suddenly feel super down ? I have the hypothesis that my brain tries to come back to its basal level but it exaggerates and go lower that wanted !? :rolleyes:

Anyway.... Im back on feeling unloved, alone and insecure :confused:

share some memories of her with us here if you are up to it.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

I think that the fallout you are experiencing is what BF was afraid you may experience :hug::hug::hug:

I'm so happy that you went to the concert! And I'm proud of you for finding the strength to go! :):):)

It's not an uncommon to feel let down after something that you really look forward to, or build up in your mind, even if you have a wonderful experience. I think that the best way to combat these feelings that you are having is to try to make some kind of plans so that you can have other things to look forward to in the future... even if it's only a trip out to the mall, or a nice lunch out. Or you could otherwise try to fill the emptiness with other things such as reading or binge-watching your favorite shows (((HUGS)))

I'm sorry that you are feeling so down :hug::hug::hug:
How are things going with your meds? Do you feel like they are helping at all?

I am sorry for your depression....
Do you take an antidepressant?
When do you see your therapist again?
Do they help you?
((((HUGS))))))
bizi