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06-20-2019, 09:30 PM
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Wisest Elder Ever
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You are strong blue, never forget that.
((((((HUGS)))))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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06-20-2019, 09:38 PM
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Thank you Bizi
 You are too kind.... I have always considered myself a coward  I do not what exactly life wants from me.... it keeps throwing me rocks you know... I wanted to go to Las Vegas, I think I told you... well, apparently there is no time for my aunt to get her VISA and I cant picture myself alone there.... Oh well.... I tried I guess.... Im tired.... every time I try to do something, I fail... I AM AN EFFING FAILURE. When will things star going well for me.  Quote:
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06-20-2019, 09:45 PM
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Wisest Elder Ever
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You are not a coward! And are not a failure either.
You are still grieving which is normal.  hugs to you my dear! ((((((HUGS))))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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06-21-2019, 12:24 AM
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Blue. You are not a coward. Not at all. It's a problem somewhere in the emotions, and biochemicals that process your emotions. It's a lot of sensitivity. The mental health challenges you face are hard to deal with. You are strong. You get through every day. I believe in you. BF
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06-21-2019, 01:04 PM
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You have every right to be angry, Blue, but you can’t indulge those feelings forever, or they will wear on your spirit, and take over your personality
I agree with Donna in that you may be suffering from intermittent explosive disorder, and I agree with BF that you need help that your current pdoc is not providing you with. Meds cannot cure us, but they can treat our symptoms to make life more manageable, provided that they are the right meds, and we are getting good care (((HUGS))) I’m so sorry that you do have so much to be angry and sad about. You are such a lovely person with so much to offer. I would love to see you happier. You deserve all good things in life. |
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06-21-2019, 01:17 PM
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Majo
First, maybe your aunt can't get her visa as soon as you want to go to Las Vegas this time. But have her get it anyway. That way she has it when you want to go again. Think for the future. You need to help her plan. She may not know these things. Donna 
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