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Old 10-13-2019, 11:23 PM #531
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I have taken ativan for a couple of times this past week. It feels great not worrying about sleeping. I may order some klonipin from the internet though it is expensive.
I have about 50 doses of benzo but that won't last me long.
I feel like a druggie covetting them.






I have been picking at my hang nails cuticles so they bleed. I see my old therapist soon....hopefully she can help me.
I have not been taking care of myself lately.


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I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9,
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Old 10-13-2019, 11:46 PM #532
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i am so glad you are able to sleep. if you are bipolar it is hard to take care of
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I'm sorry you would have to order it on line.

I'm glad you will be seeing your old therapist.

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Old 10-17-2019, 09:49 AM #534
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It was good to see Robin though I talked the entire time and she listened...needed to get caught up. I like her. I see her again in 2 weeks.



I ripped the sh!!t out of my right thumb yesterday. It will take a long time to heal and it hurts.
It will be hard to keep a band aide on because I use fingernail polish remover....even the fumes hurt. I don't know if this is some sort of self punishment?????
My ankle is stiff but getting better.
We have been eating out a lot lately, went to chipotle last night. It was very good.
Sandras continues to be my standard lunch place, today an eggplant greek dish should be good.


Have a good day yall, cooler weather finally.
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klonipin , 1mg at night


I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9,
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Loved it when the Cardinals lost the NLDS to the Nationals a few days ago. Guess that what happens when the Cards Manager Shildt started running his mouth badmouthing the Braves. Talk crap and you gonna get some bad juju headin yer way. In the way of 4 straight losses LOL
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i don't think it is self punishment but nerves. I think self punishment like burning yourself is trying to get away from a deeper emotional pain.
enjoy yourself!
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Chronic paronychia
The underlying agent of infection in chronic paronychia is most commonly Candida yeast, but it can also be bacteria. Because yeasts grow well in moist environments, this infection is often caused by having your feet or hands in water too much of the time. Chronic inflammation also plays a role.

when you are doing your work are your hands in water a lot?
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Please take care of your thumb. Be careful I'm sure the pain will be
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Thank you ladies.
I do use a lot of water washing feet and my skin is dry...don't use lotion though I know that I should. I had a bandaide on straight for 24 hours...I think it is some better. The fingernail polish remover stung so much today. ouch!
The greek eggplant dish was very good today!
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1mg of cogentin 2x a day
klonipin , 1mg at night


I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9,
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I hope you can find a lotion that you can use at least twice a day that you like.

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