I think this time it was from all the chickpeas I ate-too much fiber.There was a lot of gas and the laxative hasn't worked. I will definitely see him on Friday. I called Dorot and left a message and am waiting to hear from them.
I really like the book I am reading.
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bobby

dorot will call me back this week. I am sort of listening to the Bible from audible.com -I am no longer a member but I got it and another one when I first tried it. It is much easier than reading it. I have got to get closer to God. My bipolar has been out of control and we tried so many things to help. I see him on the fifth of september. I don't think he has anything else in his bag of tricks.
I keep on taking generic tylenol for my legs and lower back and hope it doesn't do damage to my stomach. It is easier to move when I take them. I started taking Inositol. wonder if that will help
bobby
Why did G‑d give me mental illness? - Essentials

there seems to be only one safe salt substitute for high blood pressure
Tasty something or other but boy is it expensive.

How is your day going?
bizi

spent some time with stella and it was great. we stayed in the lobby because I was afraid of my stomach. She admitted that she gets very nervous when we are walking together. It sounds as if she is going to get a great babysitting job for a seventeenth month old but they live on the island.
they will pay for two months of transportation and she is going to buy a cheap car. She is Greek and they are Greek so I bet they will have her talk both English and Greek to William.
she showed me his picture. He is so adorable. I bet it will be great fun and the pay is fine!
So far I have just had creamed spinach and 2 cups of coffee. Now I have so slowed down in reading but I just love the book I have been reading for three days.
I am sure you will have a grand time tonite.
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bobby

I am glad that you got to spend some time with stella.
bizi

I spent some time with her yesterday too. I am so out of control. Haven't been able to fall asleep yet. Usually I am asleep at this time. Then I bought more toys for Danny and a couple of bones and snacks. I couldn't stop myself. I really need God. I only had a can of chickpeas and a can of soup, Maybe I can lose some of the weight I just put on. Sleeping pills don't work for me. I started to try to do healing meditation. I have such a long way to go.
I am really relieved about the weather lately. I don't have to use the ac.

the scale says three pounds less. Rat I ordered some oat bran pretzels that are so good. I won't be able to stop eating them. I am so nervous about the two
doctors appointments. I don't want another operation in case they find the other artery clogged. Three years ago it was 50 percent clogged and it was very unpleasant when they first tried to put a stent in and then had to wind up for the next week to open the artery and clean it out. At least I was asleep for that.
I am afraid of injecting myself with the new medication which is supposed to lower the cholesterol dramatically and has given so many people bad side effects. I read how two were suing the company. With my bipolar I can't handle stress.
Bobby so tired

I am sorry that you are not sleeping. I take 2 different kinds of melatonin. a long acting kind and a quick acting one. Think they help plus visteril. Also wear ear plugs now because jeffs breathing was keeping me up...
Glad you have your music!
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great news. I don't need surgery on my other carotid artery and I was able to inject myself and it didn't hurt! also blood pressure fantastic.
I am so manic
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bobby