weren't you buying shoes and pants for a while back last year? and then giving them away?

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I was buying shoes and if they didn't fit was giving them away. I did give away some pants also.Yes I was buying a lot of pants.This time I have bought some black
leggings and two didn't fit so gave them to Cecilia. I still get things for Marci my aide.
I have good news. I didn't have stomach problems and woke up without them.I really cut down the dosage of depakote to one pill at 125. Last week I was so tired I wanted one to go to bed at 5. Last night I finally fell asleep at 1:30. I was obsessing about my psychiatrist and what she will say and what she will give me. she doesn't like klonopin either so I don't know what she will do. I found two psychiatrists on the net who I think take medicare. One of them got great reviews. The current one had one review saying she was a monster. I still have been buying books and listening a lot to Josh Groban

I'm thrilled to hear that your stomach is feeling better!!!

I don't blame you for being so anxious right now. I would obsess about the Depakote situation, too. The mental healthcare you receive is important, and it starts with a good pdoc that you trust, have faith in, and are comfortable with. And right now, you're stuck on a med that you feel terrible on, and have no idea what comes next because you don't know your pdoc well (((HUGS)))

We will be waiting with you until you see her on Wednesday to see what she has to say and wants to do. I think it's good that you are doing your research about pdocs, but don't jump ship just yet

I'm glad that you are listening to music. Are you reading the books you are buying?

I am reading the books I am buying. for a while I was so tired I had trouble reading. I just bought another kindle book which is in a series. I am going totry ashwagandha for anxiety

I hope you enjoy the new book!

Make sure you tell your pdoc all the different things you have been trying for your anxiety so that she isn't under the impression that you have just been relying on medications. I know how hard you have been trying, Bobby

I had a bagel with cream cheese for lunch and now I have an upset stomach and slight nausea. I had alka seltzer, zanac(sp) and now making ginger tea. I think it is related o lowering my dose of depakote. I am a little scared.

I went over cecilia's and watched golf and had a delicious chef salad and big piece of strawberry cheesecake that was so delicious. I turned on the air conditioning and woke up late and didn't feel well. I have gained almost seven pounds.