It should be named indigenous peoples day!
hugs to you,

((((HUGS))))
love bizi

it really made me feel so stupid
love
bonny

it is 56 right now. I lucked out. Pudge has been sleeping under the table but since last night she is finally on the bed. I was so relieved. I guess the heat has really gotten to her.I am depressed. I had such a wonderful time talking with the new volunteer and felt so great and normal and energetic I seem to get depressed afterwards. f#$k.

Bobby,
Are all your callers on Friday. If so try and see if you can get them spread out during the week explaining that you enjoy them all but really need it spread during the week and maybe weekend. You need to keep watching and add anyone else on a different day

this coming week i am speaking to a rabbi on monday morning, the new volunteer on tuesday night and my other one on friday night. this evening i was actually able to think my way out of my depression.
fondly
bobby

these are interactions you can look forward to.
Being isolated is so lonesome.
(((((HUGS))))))
bizi

you are so right. Yesterday night was one of the rare times I talked myself out of my depression. It is also very lonely to grow old and have practically nothing to do with a family. My youngest nephew does send me pictures of his sons doing things like skiing or fishing or cooking!. I broke off with two of my oldest friends and no longer have Suri and my long term neighbor doesn't want to seem to be friendly anymore even those a few weeks ago she rang my bell and gave me a tiramisu.
love
bobby
I think I found another website that there is a chat which i can use.
love
bobby

oh good bobby! tell us about the chat room, as I might want to go there too.

love you bizi

My Growth Path | 7 Cups
i joined it yesterday but I haven't tried the chat yet It sounds good.
I just got off the phone with the Rabbi. She was lovely. She is fifty and used to be a professor. She told me a wonderful psalm 73 that I am going to read shortly. We also talked a lot about Suri.

God Is My Strength and Portion Forever
A Psalm of bAsaph.
73 Truly God is good to cIsrael,

to those who are dpure in heart.

2 But as for me, my feet had almost stumbled,

my steps had nearly slipped.

3 eFor I was fenvious of the arrogant

when I saw the gprosperity of the wicked.

4 For they have no pangs until death;

their bodies are fat and sleek.

5 They are not in trouble as others are;

they are not hstricken like the rest of mankind.

6 Therefore pride is itheir necklace;

violence covers them as ja garment.

7 Their keyes swell out through fatness;

their hearts overflow with follies.

8 They scoff and lspeak with malice;

loftily they threaten oppression.

9 They set their mouths against the heavens,

and their tongue struts through the earth.

10 Therefore his people turn back to them,

and find mno fault in them.1

11 And they say, n“How can God know?

Is there knowledge in the Most High?”

12 Behold, these are the wicked;

always at ease, they oincrease in riches.

13 All in vain have I pkept my heart clean

and qwashed my hands in innocence.

14 For all the day long I have been hstricken

and rrebuked severy morning.

15 If I had said, “I will speak thus,”

I would have betrayed tthe generation of your children.

16 But when I thought how to understand this,

it seemed to me ua wearisome task,

17 until I went into vthe sanctuary of God;

then I discerned their wend.

18 Truly you set them in xslippery places;

you make them fall to ruin.

19 How they are destroyed yin a moment,

swept away utterly by zterrors!

20 Like aa dream when one awakes,

O Lord, when byou rouse yourself, you despise them as phantoms.

21 When my soul was embittered,

when I was pricked in heart,

22 I was cbrutish and ignorant;

I was like da beast toward you.

23 Nevertheless, I am continually with you;

you ehold my right hand.

24 You fguide me with your counsel,

and afterward you will greceive me to glory.

25 hWhom have I in heaven but you?

And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you.

26 iMy flesh and my heart may fail,

but God is jthe strength2 of my heart and my kportion lforever.

27 For behold, those who are mfar from you shall perish;

you put an end to everyone who is nunfaithful to you.

28 But for me it is good to obe near God;

I have made the Lord GOD my prefuge,

that I may qtell of all your works.


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bobby

That site looks familiar. Maybe it's just similar to another that was recommended to me. Curious.