My goodness Bobby, with all that you are doing, covering all the bases, getting your ducks all in a row, I just feel so proud of you, because it's hard & you're doing it anyway! :grouphug: :hug: :circlelove: :)

thank you so much!
love and kisses
bobby with no stomach problems today

happy for you that you got a different air conditioner!
sorry about your upset stomach.
What are your doses for the mag citrate liquid? or pills?
do you take a whole bottle if liquid?
this could give you diarrhea.
love you

bizi

i take the liquid and the whole bottle. it is the only thing that works. i have been taking it and then my internist said to take- a few bottles a week. it does but what can i do? I have tried everything philip caplets worked for years and then stopped.
love
bobby

Hi, Bobby! :) I just want to say I love you & I think you are doing really great! :grouphug: :hug: :circlelove:

Thank you so much. I just got so deeply depressed yesterday and this morning. I hadn't heard from my best friend who also pays my rent. I started catastrophizing and thinking the worse. I finally called her on her line phone and just got her voice message. My anxiety was through the roof. Then I decided to call her cell phone and after a few rings she answered. I told her that I was catastrophizing and imagined her in the hospital with the virus. Since I am bipolar I can get so worried. I asked if she was too busy to write because she is very thoughtful and careful when she writes could next time just send me an email saying later. She said is very healthy especially now that she is a vegetarian and even her blood pressure and sugar is fine.. She had just gone to the doctor's/
The volunteer didn't call me last night. That got me so upset although she had written me that she couldn't call at seven because of the March.I wrote her that she could call at 8 r 9 but she didn't. Today I saw she sent me an email at 10:30 apologizing but that she just got home from the very long march and could she call me today. I had gotten so sad and felt s incredibly lonely. For a while I just wanted to die. I just have to pray more.
love and kisses
bobby

I just told off another long term friend.I really attacked her in three emails. I doubt she will answer me.. I don't regret it.I have known her since 5th grade. I have three friends left and two live outside the city. I am not sure about my neighbor of 50 years. In the past three weeks she surprised me with two tiramisus.
The ac is a dud. It is on 60 and my apartment is still warm.
I am getting the big fan on Monday

Bobby

I think the heat is part of your problem with the depression and all. Please get A hold of the company and make them fix this problem. And I'm glad that at least on Monday your getting a big fan

I think you are right.I have already notified the doorman three times and the last time I told him the apartment was slightly better with windows open and terrace door open and ac off.
fondly
bobby

may I ask why you tore into her if she was your friend? It is so easy to upset people when our bipolar gets out of whack, I have done the same thing with emails. I did not go home for christmas it was so bad.


sorry about your ac.....
2 pills twice a day of colace works ok for me, occasionally I have to take some myralax. I still strain, I have a lazy colon from all of the laxatives I took. That is what a pharmacist told me.

love

bizi

I tore into her for a lot of reasons. She started asking me if certain people had called me. She often does that and I find that invasive. what is the point?
what if they didn't call me. The last time I really wanted to desperately talk about my therapist. She said would rather not. I told her I felt like dying the other night.
She offered no comfort.
then when I told her I haven't been hearing from Paul because he broke his ribs/ she started talking about she bruised her ribs a couple of years ago. I said he landed in the hospital. She didn't even ask how it happened. She was too busy talking about her bruise.

she knew Suri but not well. When I told her daughter was coming to visit me she kept on asking if she could come. she never even met her and it wasn't like a social visit. we were going to comfort each other about her mother's death..
love
bobby

it is going to be 84 today and I have been using wet towels on my body. I called done stairs again and said how Joe put the ac down to 60 and after two hours the place was still warm. I am sort of dizzy and nauseated.
I am still furious with Kathy but when I calm down I will pray for her but never ever want anything to do with such a self centered and insensitive person.

i just wrote another email to the building management and said i desperately need a new air conditioner and that the replacement didn't work . i said that joe set it to 60 and my apartment was still warm. after two hours. i said i was dizzy and nauseated and was afraid i was going to have another stroke.

i just got a response and was told somebody was going to check it out. i wrote back about the fast response and that i was so afraid that the heat was going to kill me.

oh good.

I am sorry you were starting to have symptoms.
they need to give you a new unit.
HUGS
love bizi

i am nauseated. i don't know what they are going to do about a new ac. i am so angry

Bobby

Is it in your contract that you have an working air conditioner? If so I believe I would call the better business bureau to see how to file a complaint. Also call the senior citizen center and see if they have any ideas how to help you

Dear bobby,
could you please start a new thread?
This one is over 100 pages
thank you! Bizi