i still can't believe it. blessed
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bobby
listening to phil collins

Bobby

The whole thing is so neat. And I agree with Bizi, Priceless.

Now you have two from Dorot that really want to come and see
you. That is so neat and fantastic.

Donna

before they sent me two different rabbis who were students. they were both fantastic but the male rabbi had such a gift of warmth -he made me feel so incredible. He got a position in canada. it is a great organization and I guess attracts great people.
i lost a pound. I cleared out a lot of stuff like cat food that the cats couldn't eat etc and an old computer and scratching post.
I have a temper now and don't want to control it. I finally raised my voice at an amazon, he just wasted my time and didn't know what he was doing. at least I didn't swear at him.
Yesterday I finally got angry at marci's laughing, she laughs at everything. when I told her about my weigh gain and terror about over eating, she laughed.
I finally raised my voice and said you think that is funny or is it a nervous laugh. she said it wasn't a nervous laugh. I said you think it is funny with all my health problems that it is killing me. she said she usually laughs at everything.
later she said I was to live to 100. I think she realized how upset she made me.
I am still exhausted but I think I got six hours of sleep.

I hope you have a good day bobby!
(((((((HUGS)))))))
bizi

i have that feeling of well being. I am glad I had those two outbursts. I would have stored the anger otherwise. In the review I called him a moron.
I am still really tired.
I just read a goldman sachs comment that the market should keep on going up.
It is sort of frustrating to be out of it now and into a money market but I can't take the stress.
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bobby

I am glad that you have a sense of well being.
love bizi

it is really wonderful!
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bobby

Bobby

I think getting mad at Marci is good for you both. Even if Marci
doesn't seem to realize you are or why. I think then you start
to take action against how she treats you and to stand up for
your self. You need that.

Donna

marci treated me really well today. we ever sort of danced at the end. I just stayed in one place because of my balance and weakness in my legs. It was still fun. I was dizzy yesterday morning so I am taking the l am the lower dose of medicine.

I spoke with my best friend Suri yesterday. Her test scores came out worse. She was so upset and I couldn;t make her feel better. She definitely doesn't want to die and no way has she made peace with the prospect. We don't talk at all about it but she knows me and knows if she wants to express her feelings she can. She has a therapist who went through a lot of personal suffering and suri really likes her. Her doctor help out her hand to her and will try to find a clinical trial from mall over the world.
I still have the sense of well being and no anxiety.,just sadness over Suri.
I have been tired.

I am sorry about suri, you are a good friend to her.
((((HUGS))))))
love bizi