I hope you have a nice luncheon tomorrow!
Am hoping that you feel better.what are you eating these days?
love you
bizi

i took the 20 melatonin and still didn't sleep.
i have been having ground lamb, ramen noodles in different flavors.
my vitals were better. 129 69 101.
i have wasted so much time this morning on my smartphone. I really need Robert's help. I kept on trying.
love
bobby

by hook or crook I succeeded in sending a picture which I retried from my smart phone. I am trying to get money back from two ebay items that weren't as described. Just got an email from Cecilia and she says she is getting better.
I wrote back and said I loved her and miss her.

i just drank over half a bottle of white wine. I was so depressed. I really screwed up. I did get the refund from ebay. I put alice through a lot of worry.
I hate being bipolar and out of control!

I am so sorry you are depressed.
hope you can sleep tonight and have a better saturday.
(((((((HUGS)))))))
love you
bizi

alice wrote me a very thoughtful note, She is a saint. the wine knocked me out.
love
bobby

I am glad that alice wrote to you.
bizi

yes. robert fixed my new chair. I am so exhausted. danny licked me a few times
on the face. I was just so depressed today. it was awful.
love
bobby
i can't control my spending and eating

It must feel awful being out of control.:(
((((((HUGS))))))))
love

bizi

it is really scary. I will tell my doctor how bad it is. I still want to go to ebay. I also throw out food. I might try an all meat diet.
the seat that robert assembled is so comfortable. I have known robert for at least 30 years. I am so blessed to have him and alice in my life.I think that he was happy seeing danny lick me. Danny is still very wild. didn't hear from Suri last week. first time this has happened in so very long.
I slept more last night but had some wine. I have to pick up packages from downstairs.I dread to see what I bought!!
love
bobby