thank you so much! I need them. I just started therapy again and I am worried this might nit work out. I have so many issues but I realize my catastrophic really tortures me and I don't think he can help me with that.
bobby

I hope the therapy helps :) :grouphug:

I'm crossing my fingers for you, Bobby. But from your description your new therapist sounds like a good one. It might turn out just right for you. :) Hugs & love to you!

I must be really depressed. I feel so awful. things could be so much worse. I take a bath and wash my hair every other day. On Friday I spoke with my new friend and it sped by. She has really traveled. she worked for her company in Prague for two years. She only spent five years in India when she was born up to 5. She has been all over Europe she spent years in Japan going to school. She has been to other far east countries.
I spoke at length to my second oldest friend for a long time yesterday. I finally asked her daughter sarah was diagnosed with wilms tumor a little before 1. She started having a fever in the morning and lost her appetite. She was given a 98 percent chance of survival but died at 2 1/2. Kathy's died of lung cancer at 56. Kathy had a few melanomas on her leg. Her dermatologist is Michael Jacobs and he is renowned for spotting melanomas so ear;y. His office is in the east 70's.
She and her husband who are almost my age walked an 1 1/2 each way to his office because of a funny looking pimple on her lip. It is malignant and she has to weight a month and a half to have it removed. The surgeon's office is closed til june. eek.
yesterday i cut off a lot of pudge's mats. i think she is more comfortable now. the new electric clipper looks nice. right now i have too much anxiety to use it. i always clipped hammy and morgy with an electric clipper. pudge's front claws need to be clipped before they grow into her pads . robert took her to a friend who could only do her back claws. robert knows somebody else who might be able to groom pudge. because of the times i can't take her where i used to take her for grooming.
i started using my diffuser because my anxiety is so high. i am also throwing out a lot of supplements etc because my stomach is no loner hurting and my place is such a f@#king mess.
I have also been hoarding toilet paper.

Hi, Bobby! :) I'm very glad to hear that your stomach isn't hurting you now! About your anxiety, I recently found "dailyverses for anxiety.net" on the internet. You can read them from the sites & you can look them up in your own Bible, as reinforcement. Even if they don't get rid of your anxiety, they are comforting & uplifting. :grouphug: :hug: :circlelove: Hugs & love to your pets & to you!

thanks so much. will check it out. I was so depressed most of the day but feeling better now.
love and kisses
bobby

Cottage cheese is a great snack for people with diabetes. A half-cup (about 112-gram) serving of small-curd cottage cheese provides several vitamins and minerals, in addition to almost 13 grams of protein and only 4 grams of carbs (39). Interestingly, eating cottage cheese may help manage your blood sugar.Jan 14, 2018.
i am trying to help myself. I didn't wake up depressed. I have two lectures today and Marci is coming.
i got confused about anxiety.net. then i looked up dailyverses and that helped.
Thanks so much!
love and kisses
bobby

I used to eat cottage cheese, it's a good idea for me to eat that again. :)
Thinking of you :hug:
Hugs and love
:Heart:

today was one of my roughest days and the night before. I was really losing it. I was so frustrated. I have been obsessed with death and worry what would happen to my kitties. the depression, irritability and anxiety are so painful and make me feel crazy. My printer hasn't been working but Robert wrote he will come over sometime this weekend and try to fix it. Now my tv isn't working again.This morning a technician will come over again.
I feel so lousy and fat. I am terrified of going outside. Late last night I wrote to one of doctors and didn't know what to do. I think if I caught the virus it would kill me because of my age,diabetes ,etc.
all these pleasant thoughts. rats.right now it feels hopeless. I am frustrated by
eyesight. can you believe i just made a cup of coffee.
marci was here today and was a saint.

Oh Bobby, so sad to hear all this. Thank goodness for your kitties, who surely need you. Too many things not working, all at the same time. I can definitely relate to that, on top of the pandemic! And you ask for so little. It really takes a lot of strength, & somehow we come up with it, thanks especially to this ability to communicate with each other(thank you volunteers who make this possible!). It's going to get better Bobby. We will be so glad we hung in there, & we will be able to talk about it. :) :hug: :circlelove: Huqs & love to you, dear wonderful friend!