dear wonderful friend thank you so much for your positive thoughts. My friend robert is going to try to fix the printer. the cable guy came over and tightened a wire and now tv works again. I feel so weak. Oh after about six tries I got the scale to work and I lost four pounds. hopefully i can lose more of the weight i recently gained..
love and kisses and be safe
bobby

Thank you for the update Bobby! Things are looking up! Little by little, we are are getting better. Toodles for now. Hugs & love!

You two are so sweet! I'm glad for a place like this too, with so much positivity. Sorry that I haven't been very cheery lately. My darker side has been coming out in my posts. I'm just sick of things, but deep down I always fight. Bobby, you know about my darkest time and how I got through that. This is a different kind of darkness, not physical health as much as mental heath struggles, but just like before, I will pull through...or at any rate, there is still the light and shiny moments through it all. That keeps me going. Folks here and even the light in my hubby-It's still there and will always be there!

Group hugs!!!

you are too and I hope you post your dark thoughts to help release them. It was neat that on one of your posts said that you cuddled with your husband! I liked that a lot. There is always hope!
fondly
bobby

I just had a session with my male 62 year old therapist. We talked a lot about Judaism and he told me as others have that God wants to be happy and he believes that everything happens for the good, even my explosion or my father's alcoholism etc..
I know I sound crazy but I believe him. He said he is an optimist.

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Thanks Bobby! And yes, there certainly is hope! I'll try to remember and share the good times too.
And I too believe that there is, in the very least some good in everything that we experience and that we need to remember that good in any event. My Mom always use to tell us in hard times, "It will get better. It has to!" and while I admit I was skeptic about this when younger, as an adult who strives to see the good, I believe she was even wiser than she even realized! God bless her! She gives the best hugs! That at least accounts for a big part of feeling better. ... although I'm not sure if you'll get hugs from your T. Is it weird if a therapist gives you a hug? My female one did one day. Honestly, I think she needed it more than I did that day, but I didn't really think it was weird...but is it common or professional even??

your mother sounds so great! I am sure therapists have hugged their clients.
fondly
bobby

Hi Bobby! I am so glad to hear how your new therapist is! I think you'll be able to talk about most anything with him, & feel comfortable. Much love to your two wonderful kitties & to you!

i hope you are right. He seemed pleasantly surprised. I don't think he realizes how bad my anxiety can be and how it can control me. I sounded happy so he might be surprised how depressed and irritable I can get,
I am sure my kitty cats would love you!
Love and kisses
bobby