awe! i want kitty loves too!! (I am so missing my parents' cats these days)

hugs

I wish you could get two.
fondly
bobby

what a mood swing. I was so happy yesterday talking with the therapist and my oldest friend and this early morning i crashed big time. my stomach ache is back i didn't sleep much. i am in physical and mental pain.

Many hugs Bobby!

Hope you get well soon!

Me too, I hope whatever caused this change goes away. Maybe it's part of your bipolar disorder, & hopefully it's just a temporary phase of it. Bobby, can you use visualization, see your symptoms fading away & you are beginning to feel well again? You float towards something beautiful & you hear Josh Groban's voice
singing one of your favorite songs. You feel weightless, drifting, as if being transported on a soft cloud. A golden light from somewhere glows everywhere around you & then through you, absorbing every kind of pain. The light gradually fades away, leaving behind a subtle feeling that it's still there with you. You drift back to your familiar surroundings
& delight in your feeling of wellness. Hugs & love to you!

Bobby

You are special and we love you. Just remember that.

Keep talking and finding people to.talk too

wow that was so beautiful. I printed it out and also sent it to a friend. I tried it and am still too anxious but will keep on trying it. I just can't get over how beautiful it is. My depression lifted about 6:30 yesterday night. I also found a way to make my printerr work. I don't know but I was able to print out my new lease. I had to have two bottles of magnesium citrate and finally my stomach ache went away. Never had two in the same day.
I bought a couple of translations of Descartes. The one I wanted was too expensive.
Bought three different toothpastes for the gums. At this time now it hurts.
It is definitely my bipolar plus the stress of the virus trump and barr. those two are worse than the virus.
I think it always happens when I get really happy my mood swings and I wind up very depressed.
Last night my friendly visitor called and we spoke for almost an hour. I wound up telling her about going to Lyford Key(sp) in Nassau when I was a senior in high school with my sister and her friend who were college. A guy invited me.
He offered to let us go water skiing. I didn't but my sister tried. It took me a few minutes of non stop laughing to describe how Myra water skied around for a while and didn't fall but couldn't stand up! I just started laughing again at the image. It was hilarious. I didn't get depressed after the phone call.
Love and kisses
bobby
I am spending a lot of money again. I spend all the 1200 dollars we got and hear they are thinking of giving us 2000 a month to help with the recovery. I am salivating.
No, There’s Not A $2, A Month Stimulus Check

Jeff said to tell you that "Betsy" is just as bad.


love to you today.
bizi

lol why--who is betsy? i forot harper's name
love
bobby

betsy is someone on trumps team.


Harper is this new kitties name Is 10 months old and very loving and that
hazel has not accepted her yet, though, today seemed their was fewer hissing today. and there was some chasing involved....she is laying right behind me on the computer chair, she just jumped down.
she is so soft and gentile we may need to get a kitten closer to her age if hazel is not playing with her in another week.
she is a flop kitty.you go to pet her and she is so vulnerable and loves to have her belly gently petted! she is also a lap cat.she is mostly white with a few brown and black calico we wish that hazel

no downton abbey tonight, jeff is still not feeling great, he had too much to drink and texted me to come get him and we would pick up his care later.
love you,
bizi