betsy is someone on trumps team.


Harper is this new kitties name Is 10 months old and very loving and that
hazel has not accepted her yet, though, today seemed their was fewer hissing today. and there was some chasing involved....she is laying right behind me on the computer chair, she just jumped down.
she is so soft and gentile we may need to get a kitten closer to her age if hazel is not playing with her in another week.
she is a flop kitty.you go to pet her and she is so vulnerable and loves to have her belly gently petted! she is also a lap cat.she is mostly white with a few brown and black calico we wish that hazel

no downton abbey tonight, jeff is still not feeling great, he had too much to drink and texted me to come get him and we would pick up his car later.
love you,
bizi

betsy is someone on trumps team.


Harper is this new kitties name Is 10 months old and very loving and that
hazel has not accepted her yet, though, today seemed their was fewer hissing today. and there was some chasing involved....she is laying right behind me on the computer chair, she just jumped down.
she is so soft and gentile we may need to get a kitten closer to her age if hazel is not playing with her in another week.
she is a flop kitty.you go to pet her and she is so vulnerable and loves to have her belly gently petted! she is also a lap cat.she is mostly white with a few brown and black calico we wish that hazel would play with her

no downton abbey tonight, jeff is still not feeling great, he had too much to drink and texted me to come get him and we would pick up his car later.
love you,
bizi

I hope you get another kitten too. It would be such a delight to watch them play. Harper sounds like such a sweetie. I am happy for you and Jeff. Something very good.
love
bobby

the depression came back bad but no stomach ache. I am so lonely. A new friend said he would call me yesterday but he didn't. That was a bummer.
Just read that the guy that played in Jag died a while ago of a drug overdose. I loved that show. I might try to watch the sopranos.
I spent over 2000 dollars last month not including insurance or rent and electricity. i just looked. the statement closes on the 12. got to stop spending.
no clothes or shoes. scary. wrote david to see if everything was all right

I wound up meeting with David for a 1/2 an hour and had a very nice time. The depression was in the background.

I have to make another appt with my pdoc. I am really suffering and am out of control. I ave been reading books I like. Pudge has been sleeping next to me. I like my two new friends. I like my classes. I am out of control in eating cheap food that isn't good for my diabetes. I am over eating. I am over spending. There are good things in my life and I am beginning to focus on the good things in my childhood. I have been listening to Josh Groban all the time. I can''t take the isolation and the anxiety and underlying depression. I hope he can give me something

I can highly recommend an iop Intensive out patient progrrram.
I am going to try to find heinican zero alcohol, as I would like the taste of
that. cravings started yesterday.
going to different places looking for it.
bizi
wish me luck!

I can highly recommend an iop Intensive out patient program.

start at 5 days a week then (goes to 3 times a week) it is usually monday thru friday 9-2, they feed you lunch. I am learning alot about my self.

I am going to try to find heinican zero alcohol, as I would like the taste of
that. cravings started yesterday.
going to different places looking for it.
bizi
wish me luck!

thanks but this is chemical and I have never had a psychotic episode. I am all alone and the virus is causing me so much stress. I now have a therapist.
love
bobby

There were people there that just suffered with depression. most people go only 3 days a week.
my doctor gave me a choice to either do the hospital or IOP I choose the hospital because I wanted to change up my meds and be monitored closely. I should have chosen the IOP.
I must have been a mess they had me one on one with a person there.
I should not have been there 4 weeks. It was awful and I felt all alone.
they gave me shots in my butt 7 days in a row, even though I took my meds I still got the shots. It was terrible. they gave me Thorazine.
now they are giving me haldol injections once a month.
bizi