Today was a stressful day.
My first client lived 45 minutes away and when I got there he was soaking and I cleaned off the dead skin....and really looked the big nail was full of fungus and I cut back the nail, It had dried blood...remind you of some one from a year ago....I should not have done him but I did.

sigh
2nd one was great routine, 3rd one I moved to a different date...she is difficult and I thought I better give myself more time.
3rd one ended up being a client that I was supposed to have seen on the 24 but canceled and left a message on rosilyn's answering machine referring her to a podiatrist.
She had really long toe nails that were horrible. some one should have taken care of her before now. I questioned the manager and she said no there was no policy about feet, there should be in my opinion!
and she lives in an assisted living facility!!!!!



Jeff decided to bring hattie home....

sigh


Will get off here soon!


Carol stopped by to say hi at sandras, I was just leaving so she did as well.

I had a great lunch, flounder and soup, and some creamy noodle side

and roasted turnips which were fabulous!
I am really falling sleep.


To Jeff I said I was sorry that I confronted him about Hattie, (he said it was ok)

Went to pizza artista for a quick dinner, will have left over chilli for dinner tomorrow night. then smoked sausage with green peppers and onions with asparagus which was on sale.
I think I am better....feel like I woke up.
I was feeling and acting very dependent and we were going out to eat a lot

and spending money that we don't have.
Anyway I see Robin my therapist tomorrow, have my blood drawn to test the tegretol level and it is aveda customer appreciation day. Will get more shampoo at 20% off and also prebooked visits are 20% off. So it makes it affordable.
I heard from my friend robin,.... She is so supportive to me.
I am doing much better I believe,!
I was not drinking enough water and my urine turned dark.
hope it is not a UTI! Have not had one in decades!
Jeff went to bed so I will get ready too.
night to all of you who read
bizi

I wish I was better at quickly processing your posts so I could comment more like you and others can do, but I get overwhelmed with all the different thoughts going on and start to think "hugs" is all I can come up with. I was going to say something about the nail trimming stuff...now I've forgotten. lol It's also late too btw (after 2am omg!) And like you, I go to sleep when hubby goes to sleep...mostly. And he's still up playing games. Oh I want to go to sleep, but my tummy isn't as good. We ate way too much of Burger King for dinner tonight. So I'm awake. *facepalms But I should probably get offline...

so that's what I'm going to do! :D

Bizi

You really sound much better. I'm so glad I was really worried about you.

Jeff is a stabalizing force in my life.


His mom died suddenly after all of that week of craziness.
wednesday at 1;05 am. we got the call around 3am, they had been trying to reach a family member for hours. brian had his phone turned off charging.
He was so disappointed he was not there when she died. But she was not alone nor in pain. After her stint in ICU on the ventilator she said that she did not want to go back o it making her a DNR. so when her heart went all whacky again they allowed her to die. those were her wishes.
We are flying out for services our friend paul is taking us to the air port and when we arrive in INDY we will take an uber to marysues house.
It will be so sad her not being there.
But she died in dignity and never had to go to a nursing home. She stayed in her house with her terms.
need to get to bed. We will be gone until thursday evening. so I won't have computer access until friday.
that You for your support!
bizi

Please tell Jeff I am so sorry and glad that he was able to spend time with her. She must have been an incredible woman! What a huge loss.
take care of yourself.
love
bobby!

We decided to put hattie down today....
very sad.
We are leaving in a bit before our flight to indy...then I will be unavailable.
bizi

i am so sorry
love
bobby

Not sure if you'll see this before leaving but I literally came online right now to check in with you since you've been away.

So sorry to hear the terrible news, on both counts. My condolences to you and Jeff and the family. Like you said though, at least she wasn't in pain and went on her own terms. I know the decision for Hattie has been weighing on you too for some time. Again, I'm sorry for your loss. Like it's been said, take care of yourself and each other. Hope you have a safe trip and everyone present can lean on each other and grieve together. Sending you strength and courage and hugs! <3

Sorry about your mother-in-law's passing.
And sorry to hear about Hattie.

'Sending wishes for a safe trip.



M

Sending my condolences to you and Jeff about Mary Lou and Hattie.