[bizi]

It has been a crazy time.
By myself I Had to finally put hattie down. She died peacefully.

That was so sad and hard on jeff. I brought her body back in a towel and he buried her in the back yard.

We flew to indy saturday, Clothes shopped for Mary sues burial on sunday at khols,
Monday....brief viewing just the immediate family plus( gretchen so glad that she was there)
that was from 5-7 ...nice showing of friends and some cousins. we went out to dinner at sohms restuarant

buried her tuesday at 3pm went to murpheys steak house afterward for the senior citizens special.
Wednesday I lost it. and we went to the ER (where they gave me 1mg of ativan) and then the psych unit for evaluation.

They asked me if I wanted to stay and I said no. so that was 3 hours.
I have hydroxyzine/atarax 50mg that I can take 2 xtimes a day. I take it at night 100mg as well. to sleep.

geodon,tegretol xr, zyprexa, I hope we both sleep well tonight.



Am thankful for your support. It has been so stressful.
I feel better having slept a good night last night and now that we are home is stabilizing too.
Tell me about how you feel after the infusions? are you going to get a port since you are having these so frequently?
I have not had any alcohol since the sunday before mardi gras. The urge is gone so is the desire.


bizi

[Dmom3005]

Bizi
I'm glad you are back. I'm glad the service was good. And family could come.

Keeping you and Jeff in my thoughts

[mymorgy]

so sorry you have gone through so much.
love
bobby

[bizi]

I feel better.
Saw 3 clients this afternoon. took 50mg of atarax mid morning and at 6pm for agitation
I got agitated with my last client....impatient because he wanted me to do his wifes feet too next time, but would not give me a straight answer about who his wifes doctor was. I was very impatient....I had been there 1 1/2 hour and was getting crabby. He also questioned me about whether I got tested for the corona virus since I go into peoples homes I said I got my flu shot.

He could tell and said something about it. Finally he showed me the paper on the refrigerator with the name of the nurse practitoner, so I wrote that down. and will follow up for orders, I have 6 weeks to obtain orders.
Heard today from my brother in law that there is a racoon family living in their attic. strong urine has dripped through the ceiling in the living room.The exterminator was there this morning, put some sort of paste that smells like a male to scare off the mother and cubs. Hoping it works.
The corona virus scare has people closing schools and running out of grocery staples....we need bread.
Jeff will scramble around contacting students to organize face time lessons. I called my friend in homehealth to see what protocol she has in place or what have they been told.
After I got my hair done they cancelled Aveda salons.
indefinately. Hopefully open back up in a months time. I have a day of pampering scheduled. Hair retouch color, manicure and facial. I got a free day at the spa from buying so many products. a $75 dollar value.
Need to limit my computer time so

bizi

[GeeLuv]

Welcome back!

[Mari]

Bizi,


Sorry about Hattie.

[mymorgy]

i am glad you feel better. i haven't heard of that med.
love
bobby

[bizi]

We just got back from chris' for lunch of muffeletta and we got 2 large chicken and sausage gumbos to go for tonight or when ever.
we have a lot of frozen meats. I took an atarax when I woke up at 11;30....needed the sleep. I just took my noon meds. and jeff is out shopping getting a few grocerys. he called to tell me that it was not too crazy there.
We are going to a student recital at 3...next 2 weeks students have remote/on line classes faculty still go in. so they did not close the schools per say.


got up this morning at 1130, needed the sleep.had been up till 2am though.
Still feel crazy though.

I called to apologize to my last client and he was so nice. he told me that he slept great because of my care for him. so sweet!
I spoke with my friend robin to see what she has been doing differently with her clients. washing hands using hand sanitizer and spraying with something. need to remain calm. Call ahead of time and ask if they feel well enough for a visit? if they are sick? So these are the things that I will do.


I am going to start doing our taxes.
Thank you for your support.




bizi

[GeeLuv]

Glad to hear you are taking precautionary measures. I was wondering how you'd be able to keep doing your job with all this ***** going on. Hopefully you'll be able to continue, but do you have a backup plan if you can't? Sorry, I really don't want to worry you. Hubby doesn't want me worrying too much about this stuff and to just remain calm and do the best I can to be cautious and just deal with whatever if and when it comes...so, don't stress if you haven't thought of this. I will keeping hoping that things will be fine. Hugs!

[bizi]

thanks for writing
I am limiting my computer time. the house sounds promising!
just finished disenfecting my bag and stuff. so am ready to go tomorrow morning.
I should call my clients to see if they are up for a visit like robin said I should.
my disenfecting spray can only handle 120 degrees.
maybe I should crac
bizik the window?
what do you think?