[Waking Light]

Hi, bizi! You seem to be grabbing the bull by the horns, so to speak. And don't forget, there are certain genes they find in people with a propensity to desire alcohol. If you have those genes, you have to work harder to resist your favorite luring beverage. And you deserve a heartier congrats than someone without those genes. Hugs & love to you!

[bizi]

thank you waking light.


I am being very lazy, tried cooking the other night, it did not go well.
after dropping jeff off jeff at the airport,
I was not paying attention to where I was going.
and went out of my way. so stopped at the waffle house for a big breakfast.
I love their omelets, hash browns and biscuit.
So much for starting my diet today. Jeff is gone one week.
bizi

[bizi]

thanks bobby.


I wish my pdoc let me email her.
I need to be able to tell her whats been going on.
I did not get the haldol injection on the 20th like

I was supposed. So I have been taking 10mg of

haldol twice a day which is a lot.
Think I will go back to 5 mg a day 2x a day,

what she prescribed. I have been so groggy

these last few days. I think I will cut in half the klonipin
(i think that .5mg would do the trick)I really like being able

to sleep but this sedated feeling in the mornings is awful.
bizi __________________

[Dmom3005]

Bizi

Sometimes women just like Men and not women. Dan's first girlfriend and
mother of Ethan didn't like me very much. She tolerated me when she had
to. But I always knew she liked guys better. And just put up with me
being around. She still doesn't want much to do with me. And its okay
I kind of feel the same way now. Because I don't need any reason to have
her around.

But I never really understood why. Till I met other women that only liked
guys too.

Hope your having a good day.

Its rainy here.

Donna

[Dmom3005]

Hope Jeff has a good trip. I would just remember that you can
redo your other meals to not over due your diet for the day.

Donna

[bizi]

I ate a lot today.this morning after dropping jeff

at the air port I missed my exit so drove a bit

further and there was a waffle house so I eat

there, a fiesta 3 egg omelette with ham,

tomatoes and cheese and lots of hot peppers.
common hispanic pepper. feel silly I can't spell it,
it is the most common pickled peppers that

are green and used to make poppers with

cream cheese and bacon wrapped around them,

they are delicious!
anyway, it came with hash browns and a biscuit.
Big breakfast!

I was so tired I came home and went back to bed.
Got on the computer the it was 5pm ready for dinner.
I went to chris'por boy. Had some gumbo cup of it

and that comes with bread which I did not eat.

I did eat the rice. and a small salad

that came with cabbage instead of lettuce.

came home and wanted something sweet.

I had a blueberry yogurt. boy that was good!
It was a lot of food today, have not had any

alcohol today so that is good.

I am drinking those 0.0 beers heinikin makes them
they just take out the alcohol so all of the taste
is there and I like it!
I have paper work to do so should sign off.
Bizi
hugs to those that need them.
__________________

[bizi]

So far I got some things done today:
woke up at 10am and got dressed
went to hub city diner for lunch, had a BELT
bacon, egg, lettuce tomato sandwhich

was delicious I complimented the cook!

watered jeffs plants out side

Filled pill box for one week
went to sally's for new nail polish and A soap bottle for work
Went to a drug store looking for foaming soap,
found one at our local grocery store
Uniforms washed and put away
2nd load of laundry is drying
made copies of paper work for my new charts
dollar tree for big bottles of liquid soap and lotion
pet smart to get new kitten food
drug emporium la croix cranberry sodas
unloaded the dish water



I need to make up new charts which takes
time and is tedious

so I guess I will do the august planner since it
does not take too long to do


I talked on the phone for 45 minutes

with my sister as they were driving back

from the folks house for a visit.

They have been going monthly.
I mentioned getting mom and dad

a new dish washer, for christmas.

Theirs is horrible!
She said lets think about that.
We could give them a gift card to

lowes or best buy.
and that way they can pick it out....
honestly I don't know how expensive they are.


anyway I have been on line for too long.
But I deserved a break as I have been busy.


Wearing masks every where is hot!
time to get working on the rest of my chores.
bizi
finished my 2nd load, socks and undies hand towels etc.
folded them and put them away.
think I will have left over veggie soup from sandras.

[mymorgy]

you are amazing.
love
bobby

[bizi]

thank you bobby


finished my 2nd load, socks and undies hand towels etc.
folded them and put them away.
think I will have left over veggie soup and tabouli from sandras.,
and ate turkey slices and a piece of havarti cheese.
gave some turkey to hazel and she wasn't quick enough
Harper came along and ate it.
maybe I am procrastinating doing paper work is

because I used to drink beers. Now I drink stevia colas,
cream soda root beer they are called zevia drinks.

and they are very good and satisfying!
Just got off the phone with Jeff, face time.
They have plans for the remodeling of part of the home...
putting in a new screened in porch.
removing the handicap ramp that goes into the dining room.
New roof, new air condenser out side. Our friend Dan is taking
care of the yard work that needs to be done, mulching etc.
Jeff is going to wash the north side of the house that is green.

That is a big job. they are going to paint the upstairs

white ceiling and light gray walls. That is a big job in it self.
I need to quit because I am going to have a heinikin0.0 no alcohol

and start on my paperwork that I have avoided all day.
bizi __________________

[bizi]

Am done working for tonight, cleaned the kitty litter boxes
made a deposit, talked to my sister/twin/gretchen for a while,
her girls my nieces make us proud.Our first baby in 25
years her name is emerson, she is 9 months old. and
has 6 teeth now. She got her first cold from day care at
$60 a day. Taylor is working from home 3 days a week
so has to pay for child care those 2 days a week.
If they make her come back in 5 days a week she will quit.
That is a very high price for child care. Her loved one is starting
the police academy, just got sworn into office last week.
He was a deputy sheriff in north carolina , you have to take the
police academy for each state. My other niece is
working on finishing up her schooling to be a PA,
physicians assistant, has a couple of more rotations
and she will be done graduate in 4 months.She has loved it!!!!!
My other sister has a son who is getting ready to
test for his law degree He finished and we were going
to fly out there to Rhode island. He met a gal at
law school they moved to new york to be closer
to her family. she broke up with himand he moved
back to rhode island to be with friends, they study
together for the bar exam.
anyway, made it to day 2 of Alcohol free august.
I ate way too much today.
I hope you guys don't mind the long posts.
bizi
Proud of all 3 of them.