[bizi]

hi donna,
I tried trileptal and ended up having a low sodium so had to quit.




got a better room rate of 486.98 instead of 709.64 so saved $222.66 the hotels are both at the air port. and my sister is staying there as well.
bizi

[mymorgy]

i think she would stop eating if she were in pain.
love
bobby

[bizi]

hi
no side effects from the tegretol. so that is good.
don't even know the right dose. am taking 200mg twice a day.

since monday.
I have been picking at my cuticles more so that is not good....maybe the nac is not working????
I am so behind in billing and charting over a months...sigh I need a good kick in the pants.
help!

have a great day y'all.
bizi

[bizi]

I ended up sending 40 bills out last night so will get paid soon.

Made a nice deposit, we would not have bounced a check

if I had made the deposit sooner. sigh
My avoidance of paper work....charting filing, new charts etc.

I also have been getting home later and later each night because I am spending so much time with my clients.

It is like I am dragging out the visit.
I talk alot and can't really talk and trim at the same time....

so I stop and then look directly at them. They talk too.
Most of my clients are hard of hearing so I speak loudly to them in general to all of them. So the one this morning tells me to quit shouting at her.
(I have been seeing her for years and she has never said that to me before)
I was shocked I did not realize that I was speaking that loudly to Mary.
I accidentally forgot my check she called and said she found it on the floor.
(I don't think that I dropped it, she did)

So I told her that I would stop by around 6 which would have given me plenty of time to see my 2:30pm couple, hubby and wife.

I was still there at 6pm that is 3 1/2 hours for 2 people. I apologized for talking so much.
I went back to Mary's at 6;30 to pick up the check said I was sorry to be late.....she said I was shouting again at her.
sigh
I think I might be running a bit hypo(and have been for some time).

I told Jeff tonight....he doesn't see it.
But I know my body best.
anyway, wanted to check in here....
I was on the computer too much before the mood stabilizer change to tegretol.

I am pretty sure she will raise the dose after I have a blood draw on the 30th.

I will also have my thyroid rechecked tsh t3,t4.
I am to see her in a couple of weeks.
heavy sigh
bizi

[mymorgy]

I really don't think she is ready to leave.
love
bobby

[pink kitty]

((((((((((( Hugs ))))))))))))

[bizi]

I need to get back into therapy again.
The last time I was there it was discovered

that my job carries/feeds into my excoriation disorder.
Like wise with me, I am obsessed with picking at my cuticles

until they bleed. Sometimes This is like that when I do my clients feet.

I will pick too much and they say ow! It will snap me out

of my trance and I will quickly finish up. I am sure I have lost clients for this reason.
I need to lighten up and be less serious.
Now that I am aware of it I think I am doing better.

But I have to be vigilant!
I am using a heavy lotion on my hands and fingers and cuticles at night when going to bed to soften the dry areas on my cuticles, it seems to be helping.
sigh
bizi

[mymorgy]

I am so sorry about not getting klonopin. I think it is a disgrace
love
bobby

[bizi]

Good morning,
well
it is difficult to come out with the words....
and typing is slow.
We won't know until tomorrow if marysue needs to have surgery.

jeff will fly home for a few days for that.
Really bad timing but life happens.
I am wondering how long the zyprexa will stake to work?

it is 3 years old.

The on call doctor said he wanted to hear from me today...
to see how I was doing.....

I have laundry to do today too....and billing and charting!
thanks for your support.
love

bizi

[mymorgy]

Can you hire somebody like a school kid to do your billing. It sounds as if you are on overload. That is short of funny about shouting. I wonder if she has a hearing aide.
Love
bobby