Gee

We aren't needing you to talk to us. Just come when you need.
We are here when you want to talk. Like Lara said, please realize
we want you to get better from your teeth.

Donna

Gee, how are you doing?
bizi

Hey!

I'm struggling still, only it got more the last few weeks. My pdoc stopped responding to my messages. Maybe she didn't think they were urgent, but to me i just need to know she's hearing me and i almost missed a refill on my meds because i was afraid to bother her again.

I want to get off my antidepressant. Yes, im still depressed, but im still gaining weight and that scares me. Diet and exercise are not working. Well i just cannot do them either. :( Seems whenever i eat i gain weight. Seems whenever i exercise i gain weight. I have zero control. Anyway, im also on vraylar, which is supposed to help with depression as it does mania so technically i shouldnt need the antidepressant. Anyway, i asked pdoc in a message if i could go off it two weeks ago. Thats what she didnt reply to. I could have gone off by now and started increase in vraylar if needed, but nooo. Sorry, im bitter and frustrated.

Edit: ps, i had a dentist cleaning the other day. That was fine. My wisdom teeth surgery is fine. However, i need another filling. Ugh! I'm also stressed about that because something always seems to go wrong with these things. Idk, just had some bad experience with fillings. I know, this isn't even the serious stuff!

Oh yeah! And I've some autoimmune issues with my liver coming up in my bloodwork. Still need to know what that involves.

And sores in the corners of my lips. The lips thing i finally got a cream that seems to work, but it's just all of this stuff piling up...not to mention all the day to day stresses this time of year....

Our plumbing needed expensive repairs, and weve had other expenses. I cant spend any more money now for awhile. I think until after taxes and some other big expense are done. Anyway, life sucks Right now!

Nice to see you here!
sounds frustrating.
sorry about another cavity.
I think I have one, don't have any fillings
so don't know what

it feels like, some days I don't notice it,

other days when I chew gum I notice it.
Does your tooth hurt?
bizi

Wow, wonder what is going on with your liver?
anyway I am sorry that things suck at this time of your life. How is your addiction going? I am on line a bit less. Because I am sleeping in more hard to get out of bed.
hubby had surgery on thursday and should be taking it easy but he is not.
I need to start getting ready for taxes to take them to our guy who did them last year.
sorry things are sucky right now I hope after taxes you will have a better time of it.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Gee

Its nice to see you. Please come back again. Sooner keep telling
us how you are and feel. We care.

I hope you start to feel better. When it comes to weight there is
not to much sometimes you can do. Its just a thing that happens.

I know it happens to me too.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

Came back because i wanted to journal. Well, honestly, I don't even know what is going on. Saw my GP today and the concrete thing is that i need to lose weight. He's concerned. So we talked. Exercise is important and to continue to tweak my diet. But honestly, the rest is just a mess in my head. As well as going all about this weight loss attempt. I set up a walking date with my Mom for tomorrow, but i already did some exercise tonight plus my chores and i am TIRED. I don't know. All i can do is whine right now, but that doesn't seem to ever help.
I don't want to whine about my husband...he did wash all of the dishes tonight. And helped cook. Am i really ungrateful to forget about these things? Or is it because hes annoying me while he does these things. Like he'll lecture me to "wash things during the day so they dont pile up". Well i do do that, but there is just so much. He doesnt seem to understand.

I'm just tired. I'm really mentally tired. I was also physically tired today. Went to sleep about 1am and the alarm went off at 9. Snoozed till about 10:30 but thats not restful. Why am i so tired though? Stress. Stress ruins my exercise benefits too. STRESS, BE GONE FROM MY LIFE!

Ok im done.

Oh and my liver is fine. Mustve just been a glitch in my original tests from my other health issue/autoimmune disorder, erythromelalgia.

Nice to see you!!!!
I am relieved that your liver is ok.
One less thing to worry about!
I reuse glasses during the day and

drink stevia drinks that don't have calories.
And recycle the pop cans so no glass ware involved.
Coffee cups one each day goes straight to the
dishwasher when finished.
sorry your husband is teasing you.

If it really upsets you call him out on it.
good luck and thanks for the update.
bizi