[GeeLuv]

Good news good news good news! I don't want to say much just yet, but I'm getting a writing gig and other stuff with that. Basically a volunteer job, but it's going to be great experience.

Also, the ACV actually didn't hurt my tummy last night or this morning, so yay! Think I might need to take it again tonight. Oh, but I only did half dose. Maybe that's enough for me.

[Waking Light]

Hi, GeeLuv! It seems like new things are happening for you. We never know what's around the corner. Your fairy godmother might have some neat little surprises in store for you. I hope your new writing adventure is fun & fulfilling for you. You so deserve that. Love you lots, WL

[GeeLuv]

I'm not really thinking right now so this is not going to be the best post.

Irony is, I'm about to embark on my writing challenge for July. But my mind is pretty spent on all of that. I think I've also gotten myself involved in too many things right now, but maybe I'm just anxious and tired...i think it will be ok if I focus. I was sad tonight because I didn't know what to do with myself...but I think it was a good thing to separate from the internet for a bit today. I mean, I was kinda lonely, but I also really needed and still need a break...

I guess this long ramble is me reaching out somewhere, but also to let y'all know I will likely be away a lot this month. I need to cut back somewhere. Oh I don't know! I've pretty much been away from here a lot already, so maybe it ought to be somewhere else. I think I might be cutting back on Twitter. Did today and that did seem to help.

I feel so silly right now. Im also pmsing, so that just makes everything more stressful. I felt like I was going to start 5 days ago. Yes, it was early, but now it's time and I still haven't started, but I've had mild cramping. Also, my body is just becoming much. I need to do some toning/weights, but I've just been so ...i dunno! But I just feel like pudding right now. My body, I mean, but chocolate pudding sounds good too! :P

I do feel like sleeping, and it's good because it's time for that. But I'm not gonna want to wake up tomorrow, because I'm super anxious about chatting with my in-laws. Not that they are mean or anything. I just feel stupid and have nothing important to say. Sigh! It's always this way, but it ends up being ok, I guess. Maybe it's just ...oh I just can't shake the critical thoughts of how stupid I am. :/

I know I said I was going to try to be more grateful and complain less...it's just this pms mood! Happens every month and just puts me in a lousy state...but there has been good stuff...im just overwhelmed and spreading myself thin. Focus! Focus! Hocus Pocus! Hahaha

Ok, going to drown out in nonsense now and then sleep.

I'll be back soon enough to remedy this sill post. :P

[Waking Light]

GeeLuv, you are so adorable! You crack me up. Anyway, good luck to you in whatever you're doing. And don't worry about the things you're not doing. It will all work out. Hugs & love, WL

[GeeLuv]

Hi hi!

I'm keeping busy but doing good! It's very late. I should be sleeping, but I'm waiting for my tummy to settle. So here. The writing is going good. Actually I completed the complete first draft of my first complete novel. Now I'm editing. I like editing.

I've also gotten into a new hobby. Kinda obsessive, but it's just so interesting. He is so interesting, charming and cute! He's a celebrity musician I had a crazy crush on as a teen and well, kinda again now ( he still looks beautiful!) But he's doing some awesome things too, like working on government research into the paranormal, specifically "alien" phenomenon. Sounds crazy, but it's very legit!

Anyway, well, just a quick check in. Will be editing all the rest of this month. Oh yea, and I also got into 3 new forums. Haha! Just, too many interests and I want to be involved in it all!!

Am I getting hypo?? I honestly hadn't even considered it until just now. My Zoloft increase should be kicking in by now! Hmm. Unfortunately, the "picking" is still there. Well, I trim my dry cuticles every day. :/ But I guess my nails have been healthier so I pick less and they got long for awhile. I just trimmed them like yesterday.

Ok, well one more site to check, then hopefully will sleep. How's everyone else doing? Sending my love an support to you all!

[Waking Light]

Hi, GeeLuv! Congratulations on your book! I'm so proud of you! It looks like you are fulfilling important things for your life, with a lot of variety. I'm glad for you, dear friend. God bless you! Hugs & love to you!

[GeeLuv]

Hey everyone!

Yeah, still keeping busy and in fact, I've got a new sort of hobby. (will get to that in a sec) I'm still editing for this month's challenge, and will not be finished this month. I figure I will need at least 10-15 more days of work to finish the second draft. Then I'll want to go through it once more as I send it off to my "alpha" reader. I'm getting a bit worn out. Might take a couple of weeks break after the challenge is over...but I'd like to finish while this is still fresh. I dunno! Maybe it's less the editing that's stressing and more my new "hobby".

Sigh! So yes, well, this hobby makes me happy-pretty much, but I'm not sure how y'all will feel about it. I also realize that I'm likely getting a bit carried away with it. It's a long story. But to mention it briefly tonight, basically what happened was I rekindled my love for this band and artist I was obsessed with in the late 90s/early 2000s. I had stopped following the band shortly after the artist I liked most left the band. I knew he started a new band, but I didn't get much into that. Turns out that didn't last after the first album, however, another band was formed. And this is the band/artist that I'm obsessing over so much now. I've missed over a decade of stuff from them/him. Not only the music/band, but his research project into UFO's. Maybe you know who I'm talking about?? Maybe not. I'm second guessing sharing the name. On the one hand, getting the message out there would be cool, but on the other, I don't need the ridicule (not that anyone here would be mean...i dunno. i'm just worried.)

But yea, I mean, UFOs-it sounds crazy, right?? But apparently, he's been into this stuff for most of his life (maybe 35ish years?? idk) and he's working with some really important people. So how am I involved?? Well, not exactly involved, but I just obsessively follow everything related to him, the former band, the current band, and have delved into all the past stuff (or as much as I could over the past few weeks)-interviews, reviews of his show on the History channel (yea, like this guy has REALLY been busy), as well as about his personal life. Poor guy went through a divorce end of last year (he's already dating now, but still). So yeah, like really obsessed with following current news as well as catching up and reminiscing of the older times. I've been much more active on social media and even joined a couple of more forums. (yikes, right??!!)

Oh yea, speaking of forums. Not just one, but two of my active ones have had groups of members split off into other forums...and of course, I'm friends with everyone, so like I have those 2 new forums. Sigh! It's impossible to keep up like I'd like to!

AND also was back on Facebook for the "new hobby".

I'm such an idiot though, doing so much that my stye came back day before yesterday. It's not really bad or hurting, but i saw it...so yeah, stupid! It's just...I can't seem to help myself!! And not only do I have to go online to listen to the music (which you guys might actually like-it's not punk rock like the original band, but more inspirational/soft rock or atmospheric.)...but I'm also WATCHing the videos, because this guy is SO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL!!! Like, not only am I taken by his voice/the lyrics, he is just very handsome, IMO (as well as several others' opinions.)

Yeah, I'm a bit nuts from all of this lately, and have been trying hard to reign it in. I just really struggle with what's most important even to me!! I want to do it ALL!!! And ironically, HE seems to be the same way. Not only the music, the UFO research, he's also written several books, created this History channel docuseries, runs a science and arts team...and has 2 kids (?)!! Oh!! And the films!! I mean, geez louise! right?

Ok, I've rambled enough for like 3 days now. lol Hope everyone's doing alright. I'll try to at least check a few recent posts very soon. *hugs*

[mymorgy]

who is the guy? I believe in UFOs and the government is keeping a lot secret.
fondly
bobby

[bizi]

I will read and comment a bit later this evening.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

[bizi]

who is the guy?what was the bands name?
you sound like another member obsessing over a band.
I am sure you are not alone in your obsessing/hobby!
have fun where you can are able too. It is easy to get over loaded, forums can be over whelming! As you know about PC.
take it in slowly. Find one or two people and follow their threads only.
just a suggestion. and this doesn't help with an internet addiction>!
hugs to you! bizi