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03-02-2021, 07:37 PM
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Addictions suck. I know you know what I mean.
they can ruin relationships and jobs work load, keeping up with cooking and cleaning if these are understood to be your chores?????? When does hubby go to bed, maybe you could go to bed with him and snuggle. I am sure he feels very neglected you have said as much.... I know that hubby feels that way, I try to take my own advice. When I hear him brush his teeth I know he is going to read. then I get off here and tend to my bed time routine and take my meds and sometimes I read if I am in bed earlier than usual. small steps, get up every 20 minutes and walk around do a chore then come back and set a timer if that would work for you. my internet is not as addictive as it used to be. when My bipolar gets out of whack I am on line a lot. so now that my mood is better, I have more control over my life. My hope is for you to go see someone and get on some meds to help slow you down. I am not a doctor...I just think a mood stabilizer would be good for you. Lamictal is first line of defense. It is truly a life saver for me. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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03-04-2021, 05:57 PM
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Hey Gee
I'm glad you have come and started talking. I hope the dentist went well. Please make the doctor's appointment. I'm going for my last women's visit tomorrow. I'm at the age its my last one. I am so glad. Donna  
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03-04-2021, 08:37 PM
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Donna Please I don't think you should stop getting paps they are good for 3 years, 5 years if you get the HPV check up as well. And you still need to get your yearly wellness exam and labs done from your gp or internist which ever you have. just my opinion.... bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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03-05-2021, 01:54 PM
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I am so angry but also depressed right now. H is just getting on my last nerve. I ask him not to do something and he does it anyway! It really hurts why he just doesn't care one iota about my feelings or needs any more. 😢
In other news, i scheduled a doc appointment, but it's not until June and I worry about my darn menstrual cramps complicating it. Meh! It's too far off in the future to know for sure, but just gives me anxiety. It's why i put off these calls, but i know that doesnt make sense. Anyway... So yea, like im so stressed or anxious and turned off by H lately and it's coming out physically. I'm...not even sure how to explain it. But like my inside feelings are making me sick on the outside. And i blame H. I know part of it is my ... ugh im just so upset with him, so disappointed right now, i can't fault myself this time. I'm trying and he just keeps picking away at me intentional or not (i think it's both honestly). I am just sick! Ok well, ill now read the comments. |
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03-05-2021, 02:11 PM
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Dentist was ok. I thought I'd have less stains, because i thought i saw less, but the hygienist made a big deal of it, not in a demeaning way, but she did the stain removal first before scraping. And well, this is really embarrassing (but its one of those physical things, maybe?), she recommended/gave me a tongue scraper. She didn't say it, but of course H did. I was like, was she hinting i have bad breath? And he was like "yes". Gets descriptive here, fair warning! I am completely depressed by this. One of my nightmares. But its not just that. I seemed to have this like earring hole infection thing (i really don't know what it is) that keeps alternating drying out with getting inflammed and like leaking fluids. In either state it can lead to this bad odor. It really bothers H. That and my breath. I feel so undesirable, and yet, i cant help but think maybe its my body's way of telling me or him that i am turned off by him? Like, his negative comments (not just the truthful ones like these, but the bullcrap ones too) just literally make me sick? ... This really sucks! I ...i cant imagine life better without him, because life was its own different hell before him, but this ...this really sucks! I took a moment when it was a sunny day and he left for an errand, to just sit in the sun, absorb the feel goods and also cry. I can't even cry in front of him without some crappy comment about it being some thing i happen to enjoy causing me grief. I mean, how could HE possibly be any reason for my grief?! 🤦*♀️ I need him to go back to work so i can cry again. Just getting it out helps me deal better. But i dont know. I mean, ...yea i worry about our future when he retires. I dont know how I'll handle this. 😢 |
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03-05-2021, 02:12 PM
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Fyi, these posts were kinda for you both/all.
And, i forgot to say this the other day, but i am trying to keep up with your journals, but it's usually offline so i can't always react. And also, i am just incredibly stressed by my own situation now, and I'm not always so good with words of comfort or advice either, so i just can't contribute right now. Please remember that i do care and appreciate you all though! <3 |
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03-05-2021, 09:22 PM
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G, you have to do what ever makes your life easier. You can just post on here if you have time. Having an internet addiction is hard. Perhaps you can cut out areas that drain your energy and maybe cut off everything and start over.
Just a suggestion, it would be a strong moment for you to quit and focus on healing yourself and your relationship. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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03-16-2021, 02:10 PM
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Hey!
I'm posting but I'm so tired right now. Made a doctor's appointment (followup), but then had some complications... i mean, (gosh, my brain is rattling all these thoughts in random order). From the beginning, i didn't yet mention the ADHD in my note to doctor, because i wanted to wait until the official appointment. But i needed to message about my concern for the date being so far away as i needed refills. Then guess what?! I started having naval bleeding the other day, after this infection surrounding my earring hole... as well as other sores and even some blood in my stool. Not any of these things were severe enough to be a concern on their own (except maybe the infection, but i even got that somewhat under control now), but the combination of them all. So i messaged doc in a panic... I feel fine now and it seems it was a cut in my navel and not actual navel bleeding (although there was discharge. Ugh idk!), but like i just think its from so much stress last few weeks and also stress on my diet (I'm gluten sensitive and was eating lots of breads lately and also spicey foods and the coffee on top). That and poor, or rather just lack of sleep. Anyway, even though a trip to my local hospital was recommended, i don't believe it's necessary now. Ugh!! But i REALLY think i need ADHD meds! At any rate, im also pmsing and there must also be a little cut in my gut cuz I've lovalized pain there (not just period pain.) Oh it's all mild, but idk maybe it's the ear pain (yea still pretty sore) and/or stress and everything, i feel so freaking tired! Oh, but i was cutting out coffee since yesterday... I may also be tired cuz i haven't yet eaten breakfast or taken my meds...but i was having these slumps yesterday too. I dunno!! Tired physically and mentally. Lol But keeping good humour! Have lots of fun friends (online. Of course i have no one in real life and even those closer family members, i can't physically be around. Social distancing, and/or they have to travel out of town frequently anyway. ) Anyway, ha! Tired posting is either really short or really long. Had a hunch this would be long. I mean, isn't it usually?! Lol Time for 2pm breakfast. Woo hoo! 🤣 |
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03-16-2021, 07:09 PM
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Perhaps you could call your pdocs nurse and tell her about your adhd getting in the way and still your atypical bipolar diagnosis if maybe a mood stablizer
would help for both diagnosis. what do you think? bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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