Paul is a volunteer I met through dorot. I was supposed to see him once a month. we like each other and he is happily married and i am 76 and past wanting to date.
buspar didn't work but made me tired and didn;t help my anxiety. celexa did nothing.
i am beginning to have gas and all i had was coffee and chamomile tea. i just read that if you have ibs and have an empty stomach you can still have problems. rats
love
bobby

Bobby

I don't have IBS but empty stomach really gives me problems. So I always
make sure I have something simple to put in the stomach if I need.

It helps the upset stomach. I know it makes me eat sometimes. But its
better than my stomach bothering me.

Donna

Paul sounds nice and really wants to you to call him if you want.
He volunteers for this so you are helping him feel good for volunteering.
Jeff is in bed, I must go, talk to you tomorrow. love bizi

I spoke to Aaron last night. we usually speak twice a week. . He is so brilliant that I feel so much pressure. I have to think of questions to ask him. I don't know what to do. He is so kind too and so is Aleya whom I don't fell pressure with.
love
bobby

Bobby

Just be yourself with them all. That is all they are wanting. You to ask or
tell them what you want.

You are just you. And what you say is what they need.

Donna

just wrote an email to my doctor and said I haven't gotten the new medication and don't know what to do. I am depressed or sad and yesterday I wasn't. Right now my stomach isn't bothering me but have been having the worse time sleeping. I fall asleep early for a couple of hours and then I have big trouble sleeping more. I was searching the internet to find out how far back they found traces of humans. That strangely got me very upset o I finally stopped.
I did finish my absentee ballot and just have to put it in the mailbox.
Usually the antidepressant lasts a lot longer.I looked up some information on the Kaballah but then that got me depressed.
I hate so much being bipolar! It seems to get worse the older I get.

I still haven't heard from my doctor. My therapist's agency has their own psychiatrist. I had spoken with her and she was very nice. I think I will speak to her again and find out if she would give klonopin. If I switch to her I would not have to pay for the visits or the 50 dollars each month for perscription to get it.
I am also scared that what happens for some unknown reason she would stop being my therapist. I don't have that fear with mine and I don't know if he would give me the same rate if I dropped him and then asked to come back. I had an impossible time finding a psychiatrist before.
no stomach ache today but just had hard boiled eggs and coffee. The though of everything else makes me feel nauseated.
As usual I didn't sleep much, woke up very depressed and didn't feel well. Once I got up and took my antidepressant, I started feeling okay.

Bobby

how long has it been since you have heard from anyone in there office?

Maybe they are on vacation.

Donna

he is out of his office and has video conferences. He told me to call him in 13 days to see how the medication was working. I decided I want to stay with him even though I could save a lot of money.
fondly
bobby

I finally left my pdoc after 19 years because I had been unhappy with her.
She is so much like a drill Sargent. I was afraid of her...

when she over reacted...wanted jeff to manage my meds,

and agree to counseling 2 times per week,

AND she took away my klonipin!!!!!OK so that was a year ago.
still My sleep had been good on .5mg.

She took it away because I drink.
Had me take 20mg of melatonin long acting(4x5mg)
and 3 mg of short acting and hydroxyzine

(visteril). and my sleep was not great had to
wear ear plugs which were awful and hurt my ears.
I begged to be put back on klonipin to no avail.
now I take 1mg to sleep and sleep pretty good if

I don't drink too late in the day/evening.
sorry to ramble in your thread.
bizi