I am sorry that you are not feeling well.
yes it takes time to heal wounds.
If you are bruised then those will eventually go away, you may see green then yellow then normal it takes a while.


jeff is waiting for his pulmonologist appointment on the 22nd. He got the results of the cat scan from his cardiologist. He said mild asthma and lung noduals They are just going to watch them because they could get bigger and then turn into cancer.
yikes!
He will have a cat scan yearly.
bizi

i can't see the bruises because they are on my back. I called for free the nurse at united health care. she told me to use frozen vegetables as an ice pack but not directly on the skin. She told me to take Acetaminophen six pills a day. if it gets worse call the doctor.
she spent a half an hour talking to me,,,,a very sweet person.
she made me less afraid. the compression in my chest went away.
Can Jeff stop drinking? I don't know if he smokes. I feel so bad for him but I am so sure that he will be fine. Poor Bizi! I would be going nuts.
Love
bobby

my back feels a little better. Yesterday at times I had to bend over to walk to avoid the pain. I probably looked hysterical.
i dumped the few remaining klonopin on the floor but was able to find most.
i was depressed last night and early morning. I guess the Vraylar isn't as magical but not stomach ache!

finally I bought a digital scale that works fast enough that my balance doesn't interfere. it was so frustrating to weigh myself before.
Robot Check um sometimes the numbers were light

i just sat at my computer for almost an hour and MY BACK DIDN'T HURT. this is a first since the fall. Now let us see if I can walk a little.

I was just able to walk much better afterwards.
Maybe I will sit in a chair this afternoon.
what a relief. it might not take that long to recover.

Bobby

I'm so glad you thought to call the nurse. I was going to suggest
you go to the doctor. But that was much smarter right now.

I am hoping that the packs of vegetables are helping. And I think
the tylenol (because I can't spell the other) will help hopefully.

Keep up the good work.

Donna

1st night AF weight this morning is 186.4.
I am in for this for a long haul, maybe until we go to indiana for the winter months visit. I will save money.
Jeff made me coffee this morning.
He is a good man!
love you,
bizi

He is a wonderful and talented man. Don't worry about the weight. When you want to it seems to drop off fast.
love you
bobby

thanks Donna. that nurse was so lovely and she said to call whenever I want to. She was so gentle and not scary. I wish I got her name. Today I feel so much better. It is amazing.I bet the frozen broccoli helped lol. I had read in different places that when you are old it takes a lot longer to heal. I am glad I cancelled my dental appointment. I think it is going to be bad news.
I got a message from my internist who said that we should schedule a telecommunication if I had any questions come up. He is an angel. I did write and say that my bipolar is not in remission as it says in his records. I mentioned that I was speaking to my psychiatrist this friday.
I am going to have two therapists. The new one will call me next week. I am excited. I think I need to work on my anger and feeling different now that I am on Vraylar. I can't explain why I feel different but I feel something.
Yesterday Marci and I had a great time listening to Leonard Cohen Hallelujah and I am a Man. She never heard him before.. We listened to it a lot.
Yesterday I unsubscribed to my nephew's website Breaking Matzo. I restrained myself and didn't write anything nasty as to why I was unsubscribing, He is a venture capitalist and now is selling a book on Jewish recipes etc.He got another award for something. He did a Ted Talk a while back. It is on youtube. His name is Andy Goldfarb. he is going against the talk. ambition should have been his name besides success.
I don't know how much longer Aaron and I will talk twice a week. He was only supposed to do it for a month. I find him just so enjoyable and stimulating. I am going to try to read a few poems by Siegfried Sassoon before I talk to him. He was a war poet. Siegfried Sassoon - Poems by the Famous Poet - All Poetry1 Siegfried Sassoon Poems Everyone Should Read – Interesting Literature Aaron just knows so many fascinating things and he is humble. I love talking to Aleya. She is very hard on herself.
love
bobby
found the book I wanted to read.

Hi bobby,
do you sit up in the chair to read?
glad that you found a book you were looking for.
I don't think your nephew will notice that you unsubscribed him.
glad that you have people calling on you.
love, bizi

I lie down when I am reading except for when I am on the computer.
Rats...I wanted him to know.
love
bobby