Hi, Bobby! :) I'm so glad you have air conditioning now. It's so hard to manage just normal stuff when we're hot & miserable. The cooler air can make such a difference. I'm also glad your therapist is so easy to talk to so you can freely express your feelings about your problems. I hope your short term memory problem is just a tempory thing. Maybe too much stress lately. And a lot of distractions. I'm wishing you a nice & much easier weekend Bobby! :grouphug: :hug: :circlelove: Hugs & love to you!

Bobby

That could honestly be true. Maybe try thinking of good things you and Suri did or liked to do. And things like that.

Donna

thanks for the suggestions Donna. will start doing that. we loved gilbert and sullivan and would go often.
for the last 3 1/2 years when she was diagnosed with cancer we talking usually once a week and sometimes two. she was so brave and tried everything possible to beat the cancer. we never talked about death. most of the time we talked about God. She brought me closer to God. I miss and need that so much.
fondly
bobby

I am sure you are missing suri.
the grief doesn't really ever go away just tuck it in some part of your heart.
love to you dear bobby.
bizi:hug:

Hi Bobby, :) I hope things are better for you today. I also hope this pandemic disappears soon. I don't like it at all. I have to admit, it gets to me sometimes. Anyway, just checking in to say hi & hope you're doing ok. :grouphug: :hug: :circlelove: :boy(music):

i started feeling a little better thank you. I am so scared about the virus that until they make a vaccine it will keep on bothering me. trump really blew it and is continuing to. it did not have to be this bad.
love and kisses
bobby

Bobby

Keep coming back each day if you would like and tell us something Suri and you used to enjoy. You might even start talking to one of your therapist about her and the things you enjoyed

thank you so much. The very most important thing Suri did for me was help me gain faith! We used to constantly agree that God was everything.
when we talked she really made me feel closer to God. she was just so special.
fondly
bobby











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I think that every morning I will say a prayer for suri. when i did it i felt good and not sad.
kathy whom i fought with called alice the other say. they haven't spoken to each other in a year or two. alice didn't know about the fight. i told alice a lot of the things that kathy did or did not do say and how she also lied. i told alice i was too fragile to deal with her anymore. i told alice that kathy would be very pleasant to her but if she calls please do not talk about me..
i had such a stomach ache last night and this morning. i don't have one now. such a poor quality of life. marci threw out or took a lot of my food. i just don't know what to eat and i am now afraid of food. i am not afraid of coffee or gingerlemon tea. it is great.
my kitty cats have been so super duper-so affectionate and bringing me so much joy. i have never seen this before but after pudge used the litter box she used the top of the box and started cleaning her paws. i am going to call joyce and tell her.
i hope my volunteer calls today. i will write down the name of the website he mentioned. i don't mention that i am bipolar.
the antidepressant kicked in this morning thank God.
bobby
i freaked out last night. my ooma phone stopped working. i unplugged and counted to twenty but it didn't work. same thing happened when i tried it again.i called ooma for help through chat and then the blue light went on again. i was so afraid that it wouldn't be working when the volunteer called me.

Bobby

I know you have problems with food lots of times. But it might be good Marci threw away food, if she did. It means she is watching expiration dates for.You.

Even if she took if. Just try and figure out what might taste good. Like maybe pudding, and other things that might sooth. Jello

Donna