i took my first shower in years. after taking the fall in the bathtub I was too scared.
I don't know if I am manic or what. I spend a lot of time looking for stocks but I had told myself I was only going to buy a few. ha ha.
today thank goodness I don't see one I want. I really like silver is up. I talked myself out of buying a stock that had a 20 percent yield. oops I did see one I wanted but pray I don;'t buy it.

my money is in mutual funds, I let the big folks manage day to day dealings.
bizi

that is the smart thing to do.
love
bobby
I am getting the gabapentin tomorrow.

Bobby

the gabapentin will take some time to work. So take the time.

Also my bonds or whatever are in a fund that doesn't lose anything
it will gain at the 3 month time I can't remember what they called
this kind of fund but I liked it. So its were I put it.

Donna

i am really uptight. I am afraid the dentist will say I need a lot of work.

I am sorry that you did not make it to the dentist.
(((((HUGS))))))
love bizi

I am sort of relieved I didn't make it to the dentist. emotionally I am not prepared for hearing any more bad news. I buy special toothpaste for gum problems. I don't think they are bleeding any more. I also have two mouth washes for gums. I brush for 3 minutes. I was going every three months for a cleaning which cost 125 dollars twice and one with the dentist after cleaning for 200. it really adds up. i haven't gone since the virus.
for a while now my anxiety is through the roof but my depression is okay. i am swearing a lot but i think that is irritability.
the agency lied to Marci my aid and I got paranoid. She didn't show up on tuesday and I called the agency after an hour and was told she wasn't coming because somebody was coming in wednesday to take me to the dentist. they lied to marci and said twice I didn;t want her because I had an appt. with the dentist. f@#k them.
I will tell my caseworker today.
that benedryl didn't help my sleeping. bipolar is a nightmare, I refuse to get on the scale.
I sold another stock because I read there was a lawsuit against them..rats.
i might buy another stock that is undervalued and pays a good dividend.
aaron is going back to wisconsin for the holidays and won't be back until after the first. that will probably be the end of the calls which lasted over 6 months twice a week. they were only supposed to last for a month. aleya is going to meet her parents and brother in barain since they think it will safer than india because of the virus.
love
bobby
my caseworker is getting me an occupational therapist and sessions over the phone. boy do i feel nits.

I also would be upset with them about Marci. I think your caseworker
needs to talk to them about how much you can have help.

That Marci can come her usual days, and then you can have help with
doctor's appointments. But that honestly might need to be ordered
by your doctor I don't know. But after the porter and the assistant
both saw what happened yesterday that should be no real problem.

So please have them both talk to your caseworker and doctor if necessary.

Donna

I am going to call her now.
fondly
bobby

I am going to be able to write Marci a check and she can cash it at my bank. I can't walk there.
Management does not want me to have the bathroom bar installed for safety and suing reasons. I left a message with the manager and hopefully he will call me back.
The stocks I bought are not doing well but I bought them for long term instead of trading. I didn't invest much money.
My caseworker will call the woman who lied and she has me on the list for more aides. she said she will ask for a gentle and kind person.